Pathum POV

  I FEEL so bad , she is such an innocent girl I never knew pregnancy was that kinda complex. That is all fine. I have to be there for her. I have to support her during these difficult times, just like she was here for me when I was scared I now have to repay my debts for her, she deserves my help and I wont let her down.

  The fact she dreamt of having kids from a very young age and now to see that dream scattered is so ridiculously sad. I think it’s time for some prayer, if not now when right?

  Dear god, as you already know my baby girl is suffering from something that she shouldn’t be. Please help her and guide her please I beg you. It’s the only thing I ask you. She out of every female out there deserves the most to be a beloved mother please don’t take that away from her. And please protect her.

  Thank you!

  Morning was usual, we had our tea and I read some books and chat with Scarlet as always.

  Scarlet ; you know I got some idea in me.

  Pathum ; oh tell me, enlighten me with your marvellous idea.

  Scarlet ; how about we make an joint account on wattpad? Isnt it something very interesting, ? we can help people and youy know it will be fun.

  Pathum ; wow! Yeah lets make one.

  Scarlet ; okay I will .

  So she did make an joint account which got some followers including me , her and her friend Annabelle. Annabelle didn’t knew about our relationship, she knew we were besties but not more than that, we decided to kept it a secret but I guess she will soon know about it either way.

  Pathum : What is our mission since we already got some followers?

  Scarlet : Help those who need them like people who suffer from depression and abuse and etc.. you get the point?

  Pathum : Generous!

  Scarlet : Yeah!

  Pathum : Hey gorgeous !

  Scarlet : Pardon me?

  Pathum : Was I wrong?

  Scarlet : Not really.

  Pathum : Stop blushing.

  Scarlet : How did you-

  Pathum : I know everything.

  Scarlet : But you missed one important thing about me, didn’t you?

  Pathum : Sweetie are you still thinking about it? Please stop. God will take care of that, there’s nothing you should be worrying. Its utterly useless to spend time contemplating on something that is so futile and something which we cannot control. Trust me for once sweetie, I promise you , you will have babies. We will have babies. Wait a minute umm.. No nothing.

  Scarlet : What?

  Pathum : No nothing.

  Scarlet : Brat! Tell me

  Pathum : How many kids do you want?

  Scarlet : As much as to please my dear husband.

  Pathum : One is enough for me.

  Scarlet : Just one?

  Pathum : Yes sweetie, we can love that single baby. Beside I don’t want you to go through pain it is not a easy job having a life inside your body, it’s a precious duty bestowed upon great women. That doesn’t mean those females who doesn’t give birth are anywhere lower ,no they are as equal to these mothers but they just have a different purpose in life.

  Scarlet : You are so wise.

  Pathum : Am I ? hehe

  Scarlet : So are you sure one is enough?

  Pathum : I mean if my wife wishes for more then I can indeed grant her wish.

  Scarlet : Also do you want babies right away or need time for it?

  Pathum : Again whatever my wife wishes baby.

  Scarlet : Aren’t interested in this topic?

  Pathum : Umm… I mean I am not obsessed about babies but neither do I hate them, it’s what best for you that I prefer.

  Scarlet : I am not talking about babies.

  Pathum : Then what?

  Scarlet : Oh please don’t tell me you ain’t knowing what I am thinking or talking about.

  Pathum : I am sorry I really don’t understand what you are saying.

  Scarlet : I mean aren’t you interested in the process of making babies? Are we gonna have baby rightaway the night we get or have some fun in the beginning and then later we can have any number of babies.

  Pathum : Oh now I get it. I know what you are talking about. Hehe.

  Scarlet : You are such a tubelight aren’t you?

  Pathum : Actually I kinda guessed it, but never thought you would say that direclty or ever thought you were interested in such but now I know.

  Scarlet : Now you know what?

  Pathum : That you wanna f##k me so badly. Am I wrong?

  scARLET : You just not said that.

  Pathum : Hehe

  Scarlet : I am gonna forigve you now but next time I won’t so don’t ever use that word again, you have to be mindful of your language.

  Pathum : I am so sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you with that word but to make you laugh.

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  Scarlet : You did succeeded in it but try not to use such words the next time. Okay? Please don’t get offended.

  Pathum : I will not and totally understand.

  Scarlet : Good boy!

  Pathum : Are you sad?

  Scarlet : No I am not. Why’d you ask that?

  Pathum : Because I feel bad for saying that word and upsetting you.

  Scarlet : You did not upset me sweetie. We know your intention so don’t worry about it anymore. Let’s move on.

  Pathum : How was reading about my wife?

  Scarlet : Oh she’s so sweet.

  Pathum : Ofcourse she have to be. Hehe .

  Scarlet : Brat!

  Pathum : I read few pages didn’t got any free time for reading mostly allocated for studies and classes. I am so sorry for responding too late for your messages these days it’s just the classes are too overwhelming and I don’t know what else to do but quit.

  Scarlet : If you quit you’d never get to see me. Don’t ever quit.

  Pathum : I won’t. Even if I want to give up I REMINDED OF YOU. And reminding of you uplift my spirit to a higher level but still Scarlet My marks for Physics are too low or in other words too bad. I hate physics especially the sir and his fellow classmates.

  Scarlet : Oh I remember that so well. Why’d you hate physics is it the teacher or subject?

  Pathum : Both.

  Scarlet : I understand.

  Pathum : But do you know why I hate physics? Or it’s teacher. Please remember I never hated teachers, just one or two due to some reasons. And this physics teacher who is a sir has my displeasure greatly.

  Scarlet : I guess now is time for a story?

  Pathum : It is boy.

  Scarlet : Let’s go boy!

  Pathum : So as you know after passing my O/level exam I was promoted and qualified to do the A/level exam. Again if I repeat the standard form of these exams, o/level stands for ordinary level and A/level stands for advanced level. We face o/level at grade 11 and a/level in grade13. So after passing my exam I came to the biggest school of my district , the landscape surrounding the school was jaw dropping. I love it but unfortunately not it’s people.

  By people I meant it’s student. Why? Why not!! So as you know your great boyfriend is five feet tall, and that means he is a dwarf. And dwarf don’t sing nice songs or that ever get the freedom of peace, atleast not in most cases. So it began with my height I was shorter than all those hundreds of students. All other students were five feet something in other words taller than me. So I was an easy target.

  Omg I am deviating from the real theme of the story are you fine with that or do you want me to directly go to why I hate physics?

  Scarlet: Continue the story the way you already did,

  Pathum : So as the dwarf in winterfell I was bullied for my height. But they weren’t so severe but still bullying is bullying and it is not fun being a central victim or the centre of mockery. So as you know this is a new school and we were the english medium class all other classes were native language Sinhala classes. Our class we had ten members from different schools. And the first day was fine except all other got ragged by seniors that day, I was the only lone survivor. I don’t know whether ‘ragged’ is the correct word but it is how we call it here. I will explain what ‘ragged’ means it means the seniors taking fun of juniors. New students are kinda bullied or taken into mockery by the seniors and they think it’s fun and it is a tradition that we should continue. I disagree it is something which must be abolished and terminated from existence. But who give a thing to what a dwarf has to say right? Hehe I won’t disrespect me for your sake hehe.

  Scarlet : I am so sorry for what you had to go through Pathum. If I was there none of them would be able to do that for you. I kick their heads off if they ever try to make fun of you.

  Pathum : So why do I hate my friends? I mean I don’t hate them but I dislikes them, not all ten but most of them and other students from other classes. So do you know what happened one day besides being ragged by seniors?

  Scarlet : What else?

  Pathum : I realised that my friends in A/level aren’t so much like my O/level friends. Because they are two years older and they think they know the world very well.

  Scarlet : Ugh sucks!

  Pathum : Do you know what’s the first thing one of them asked me or us the first day? By we I mean I and my former bestfriend. Remember he was my bestie when i was at grade8 and 9. Now we are at grade 12. Why he’s not my current bestie will be told in another story another day.

  Scarlet : Okay.

  Pathum : Guess what they asked the very first day? Hints; we already discussed similar topics. It’s disgusting and embarrassing. Mostly embarrassing to say it.

  Scarlet : I don’t want to guess it,

  Pathum : Comeon go ahead.

  Scarlet : Did you had s#x before?

  Pathum : Close.

  Scarlet : Not that? Gosh what could be it?!!

  Pathum : Did you guys mast#rbate?

  Scarlet : OMG! He did not asked that on the very first day?

  Pathum : Guess what?

  Scarlet : Mmm?

  Pathum : He had a big smile on his face when he asked that question as if he’s asking for candy.

  Scarlet : What happened afterwards?

  Pathum : I ignored him completely but my former bestie laughed about it with his new friend. Yeah he already got a new friend and he gladly isolated me taking him in my place. That’s fine. I was alone from the beginning of the new school, and part of me crave for new friendships and other part just enjoyed the isolation.

  Scarlet : I am sorry!

  Pathum : It’s all good.

  Scarlet : it is not Pathum. I am so sorry.

  Pathum : So that’s how my first day went by. Okay now I will explain why I hated the physics period, not the sir exactly. He is a good person but with a humour that fits for most teenage boys not me, I don’t like the jokes he make. I mean they are funny but only until you are the victim or the centre of the joke.

  Scarlet : I Get it, you don’t like those inappropriate stuff that people think is funny but actually isn’t.

  Pathum : Don’t get me wrong I am not saying that I am allergic or hate sex, it’s not that please don’t misunderstand. I would love sex when we have it oneday but that doesn’t mean I am going to share my private stuff with a group of horny perverts or with a prostitute. They call me ‘gay’ and all sort of terrible things just because I am not like them. Just because I don’t support what they do or what the watch. Wrong is wrong no matter the extend of that pleasure. I am not saying that I am the most perfect boy in the world or that I haven’t done a bad thing, unfortunately I have done mistakes but still I never supported their agendas. I never has and never will.

  Scarlet : You are absolutely right! I am proud of you and proud to call you my boyfriend. Don’t ever forget that, you are a much better version than all those boys and teachers.

  Pathum : Okay back to the topic on why I hate physics period. Well it was oneday when it was the physics period, the teacher came in and went on with the teaching and suddenly( I don’t remember the correct order of the questions but I am just translating them okay?)so suddenly the teacher asked me or someone else about purchasing a book and then everyone was like no and then he went on to ask what’s my father’s profession ,I said he is in abroad and then he said something which created a wave of laughter in the whole classroom. Can you guess what he said?

  Scarlet : I don’t want to guess

  Pathum : What does your father do with his money? Pay for other women?

  Scarlet : That is so inappropriate and irrelevant .

  Pathum : everyone laughed as if he uttered the joke of the century. I remember looking at my former bestfriend he was like’don’t care the man’s crazy’ that was a relief. But all others were still laughing I wanted disappear and never face them again but such wishes never comes to life. Honestly do you find that joke funny? Completely no. But they find them worth to enjoy, when in truth they are just rubbish

  Scarlet : I am sorry, please unleash those burdens and have room for happiness. Would you?

  Pathum : You by my side I could withstand anything and there will always be a room for happiness when I have you.

  Scarlet : So that’s how you started to hate physics teacher.

  Pathum : Physics period not the teacher.

  Scarlet : Right ,right.

  Pathum : Time to bed sweetie.

  Scarlet : But I don’t want to leave you.

  Pathum : You never do, now sleep sweetie. I will focus on my studies until you come back.

  Scarlet : Pathum.

  Pathum : I am going to eat your butt if you don’t.

  Scarlet : I’d love that.

  Pathum : Me too if that hole puke candy.

  Scarlet : Heyyyyy language. Language!!

  Pathum : Ma’am please go to sleep I gotta study or else it wouldn’nt be me who’s gonna eat your bunny.

  Scarlet : it’s preserved only for one person and you know who that is.

  Pathum : Goodnight sweetie!

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