Pathum POV (May 2021)

  It was like the hundredth post I liked, the giveaways tells we have to follow the accounts and liked posts and a random winner will be selected by their choice. So I liked their posts and followed every account that was supposed to followed. It was fun and exciting. To win some books and smell some of them is my dying desire . what a month this is going to be , it will be exciting , also there was this big bad wolf online book fair I need to participate in it as well, but it was some difficult choices the books I selected on big bad wolf werent appealing but were reasonable. Online books and it is awesome.

  I drank my evening tea and was in my room reading sherlock holmes I am supposed to be reading biology and chemistry but it aint bad to have peek at some detectives .

  I didn’t noticed mom until she tapped my back .

  “What are you reading?”

  “Huh?” I stared at her.

  “Sherlock holmes, are they what’s going to be on your exam paper?” she stared at me with raised brows.

  “I am just reading, I can’t be studying all the time.” I said or in words yelled.

  “Slow down I just asked a question.” she touched my hand.

  “You didn’t just asked a question, you were mocking.” I said getting up, and slamming the book on the table.

  “Why do you get so angry, son?”

  “Whatever. Just leave.” I raised my voice involuntarily.

  I shouldn’t have said that.

  “Okay bye.”

  Mom don’t go

  She left and I felt terrible for my actions.

  Crap my mouth

  I should have talked to her nicely.

  Why can’t she give me a break from freaking studying? I am sick and tired of this exam. Studying studying studying. Give me a break.

  Whatever, it is over. I should go console her now or else she be in that hurt state for longer. I know that’s never my intention for my mom. I didn’t want to hurt my mom in the first place but thanks to my mouth ugly mouth it never work that way.

  After trying to study for another few minutes I went outright to mom’s room and hugged her immediately.

  “You want something? Why hug me.”

  Because I love you mom!

  But all I managed to say was

  “Mmm..”

  I smiled caress her hair and came back to my room.

  Pathum ; sweetie I liked many posts and followed all their accounts , I hope I could win the giveaway.

  Scarlet ; with all my heart I hope you will win some books . what about the online book fair ? arent you gonna buy some books?

  Pathum ; yeah but I am confused but besides I need to have some money if I am to buy them so I am not so sure whether I could get them , but I am entering the giveaways I wasn’t entering I already did.

  Scarlet ; I have to admit I slept well in a long time.

  Pathum ; I am so happy that you could sleep well. So happy!

  Scarlet ; you are a sweet thing. Why didn’t you woke me up when it was late?

  Pathum ; I wanted you to have some rest so I let you be

  Scarlet ; you are so cute sweetie.

  Pathum ; and I am happy you slept good.

  Scarlet ; how was your studies?

  Pathum ; they were good. Today the class was about organic chemistry , I did them well, and took the note , did some questions and it was all good.

  Scarlet ; I am so glad you did them well.

  Pathum ; yeah! So how are your pain? They gone or worst?

  Scarlet ; bit painful but I will manage.

  Pathum ; you always do , you are a champ.

  Scarlet ; you give me enough credits

  Pathum ; no I don’t , you deserve more

  Scarlet ; you deserve more

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  I don’t think I deserve more.

  Pathum : I really don’t Scarlet.

  Scarlet : Why not?

  Pathum : Cuz I am piece of shi-

  Scarlet : Pathum!!! What did I told you about your language huh ?!?!

  Pathum : I am sorry sweetie.

  Scarlet : It won’t resolve the issue, not even a tiny bit.

  Pathum : Are you stay home today?

  Scarlet : No I am not, did you forgot it’s church day.

  Pathum: You said there won’t be prayers at night today why would you stay there if there’s nothing for you to do?

  Scarlet : Mom wants us to be there.

  Pathum : Whatever!

  Scarlet : Don’t give me that attitude

  Pathum : Hmm fking crap.

  Scarlet : Mind that tongue of yours or else

  Pathum : Or else what?

  Scarlet : you’ll never learn wouldnt’t you?

  Pathum : Just shut up!

  Scarlet : Don’t boss me

  Pathum : I ain’t the one who boss you, you are the one who boss me around all the time.

  Scarlet : Oh really?

  Pathum: Oh yes mister angry bird.

  Scarlet : I go through some much just to listen to your mumblings. How ungrateful of you to do so .

  Pathum : I never said you aren’t going through lot of stuff. I go through shit too but still I listen to you no matter what. But it is not the same with you. When was the last time you ever listened to me and did something for me against their will?

  Scarlet : Oh please don’t start. You did listened to me? When was the last time you listened to me huh?

  Pathum : I did Scarlet. Don’t speak in this manner it is really rude.

  Scarlet : And you think your way of talking isn’t?

  Pathum : Why can’t you stay just today for me?

  Scarlet : Because I don’t want to okay? I just don’t. And why should I? It’s not like you are the world's best boyfriend?

  Pathum : You know Scarlet I am so tired of listening to you. Don’t I LISTEN to you when you tell me to? You know when we became (romance) lovers I thought it was a common thing for the girlfriend to send nudes to the boy and him to send pictures to her and it is also common of him to share those pictures with friends and vice versa. And that’s why I asked for your nudes because I thought that what lovers do but what was your constant reply ? you said you will never send them? And I got a bit upset because of it but still I never forced you to do so. I NEVER FORCED YOU TO SEND PICTURES FOR ME when that’s what any girl would do to her boyfriend and that’s what any boy would force to do so. I never forced you and I respected your decision.

  I freaking listened to you. And yet you say I don’t. It’s freaking ridiculous of you to say such words when I never forced you for anything.

  Scaarlet : Still that doesn’t mean you weren’t whining to atleast have a half naked picture of mine. ??

  Pathum : But I never shared them with friends or ever forced you to do so.

  Scarlet : So?

  Pathum : So? I protected you and also I listened to you. But you never appreciate me. I should have watch stuff like other boys do so then you’ll realise my value.

  Scarlet : Pervert! Ugh ! ??

  Oh god! She just called me a perver- how could she say that ?

  Pathum : Perve? What ? seriously ?

  Scarlet : If you want to watch stuff and spent time with such things that’s your choice.

  Pathum : You just called me a pervert and now pretends like you said nothing.

  Scarlet : And you called me bitch like I am stray dog.

  Pathum : That’s only only when I get mad, all other time I am calm and I respect you and I make sure I apoligise.

  Scarlet : Apolgising doesn’t make the actions reversed.

  Pathum: Still that doesn’t change the faact that you called me a pervert. ??

  Scarlet : Stop over reacting.

  Pathum : Why did you called me a pervert ? you know I never watched those stuff or ever forced you to send me pictures or any of that. I admit I constantly nag you and was a pain in the butt to see some of your pictures but still why call me a pervert?

  Scarlet : You called me a bitch a hundred times.

  Pathum : that’s doesn’t make you a bitch!

  Scarlet : Same, just because I called you a pervert doesn’t make you a pervert stop over reacting.

  Pathum : Thanks!

  Scarlet : For what?

  Pathum : For saying I am not like them.

  Scarlet : You may not be a pervert but still you are narcissist.

  A what?

  Pathum : What is that? And I am not such a thing.

  Scarlet : Yes you are. You are a freaking Narcissist.

  Pathum : Atleast I am not a pervert.

  Scarlet : Still you are a ugh-

  Pathum : Let’s both agree for one thing.

  Scarlet : what?

  Pathum : It isn’t me who need anger management but you.

  It’s freaking her. She just need to shut the heck up.

  Scarlet : I can’t believe I am wasting my time for someone like you.

  Fuck her!

  No please don’t start. Just don’t curse, please don’t hurt her. For god sake shut your mouth. Just ignore her for now.

  Pathum : fuck

  Scarlet : Watch that ugly tongue of yours.

  Pathum : Fuck everything! Fuck you

  Fuck god

  Fuck nature

  Fuck fuck your filthy family

  Fuck your attitude

  Fuck me

  Fuck every single shit in this planet.

  I shouldn’t have said that to her.

  She must’ve been hurt

  I don’t care!!

  I typed a few more f words and disrespected her until my rage deceased from my body. And when it was finally over, so was her. She went offline and I found out that she had a nervous break down when I was hurting her.

  I am such a bitch! A freaking looser!

  Scarlet : it’s over Pathum. Forgot it I am sorry I argued with you. If I managed my anger none of this would happen.

  Pathum : Please no, it ain’t your fault. It is my damn fault. I am so sorry I should have watched my mouth.

  Scarlet : Now it’s over. Let’s move past it.

  Pathum: I am so sorry it’s my anger. Please trust me I love you so much but my mouth when it get angered is the worst. Please you ain’t a bitch or any filthy thing. You are my angel , my lil mom. My wife and my future. I love you so much! Please forgive me, I will try to control my anger next time. I promise

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