~~~~~~Extra chapter - Ema's situation~~~~~~

  "I'm home." I said , with an irritated tone.

  The arguing with Suzuki really killed me from the inside.

  I didn't even have the force to talk anymore.

  "Welcome home, Ema." Kanna said, with an annoyed tone.

  "…" I didn't reply to her.

  Kanna has been acting strange since Fumihiro was in hospital.

  She keeps spending everyday by doing nothing more than playing video games or writing her diary.

  She barely goes out with her friends.

  I didn't hear any reply from my parents but I didn't care.

  I directly ran into my room, locking the door and jumping into my bed.

  I curled up into a fetal position, my favorite one.

  My arm still hurts from the cuts.

  I've been a fool.

  I couldn't call anyone "friend".

  "It seems that Haruka is in love with Fumihiro, right…? Incredible…" i thought.

  My mind was full of intrusive thoughts.

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  Today i tried my best for Fumihiro, to prove to him that i wanted to change.

  But… despite all my efforts, i felt an immense wave of jealousy when i saw Haruka in his house and I couldn't help but replying like this…

  I didn't want to control his decisions but it was stronger than me.

  My jealousy didn't want him to interact with Haruka.

  "What is happening to me…?" I thought.

  I then put my hands on my head, like I wanted to pull away all my hair.

  I was becoming crazy.

  I knew I could even assault Haruka, one of my few friends…

  Why was I becoming so obsessed with Fumi?

  Is this considered love…?

  "I don't know… maybe Haruka is right… I don't deserve him… but even if this might be real, she won't take him away from me."

  Exactly.

  Nobody could steal Fumihiro from me…

  I… just wanted to be loved and accepted.

  I needed his help with Chiko.

  I need for someone to get rid of him, I don't want to get hurt…

  And my parents… my parents knew what happened to Fumihiro and my mother had almost beaten me.

  I've been saved in corner by Kanna.

  They probably hated me… like always.

  Then, I noticed a small packet on my desk.

  "Oh… this is…" I said, while getting up and grabbing it.

  Then, opened the small package.

  "Oh… this is the gift i bought from him last month… I forgot to give it to him…"

  That was a bracelet with the initials of our names.

  I put it in my bag and went back in the bed to rest for a bit.

  My thoughts were filled with Fumihiro.

  I was jealous. Too much jealous.

  Another girl wanted to steal him from me…

  But the scariest part is that she knows everything about me and Kazuha.

  "Kazuha… that… that girl has come again to ruin my life… she probably wants revenge so she's making everyone to hate me…"

  After that, i promised to myself that nothing and no one could separate me from Fumihiro.

  Not even Kazuha and not even Suzuki…

  But her words…

  When she said that i probably liked Chiko's attentions… "who knows…" i knew that she was wrong but…

  That would explain why I'm feeling so bad for that situation…

  I was confused. Too much confused.

  My only certainty was my love for Fumihiro.

  "No one is gonna steal him from me…" i said.

  Then, i decided to send him a message, by asking if I could sleep at his place.

  He replied "Yes" after some minutes and his reply warmed my heart.

  I was happy.

  After that, I then decided to put on some sexy lingerie and a new set of clothes.

  "Tonight is gonna be funny… Fufufu…~" I said to myself…