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  I was staring at the fire..... i heard screams they where the screams of despair,fear i saw them i saw my parents being burnt alive while screaming in agony telling me to run away from the house....i-i can't run... i was like glued on the ground staring at my parents....moments went by our neighbors rush in on what's happening i was very sad i want to cry but no tears are falling down my cheeks..... i always dream of an exciting unexpected life but what is this? i didn't wish my parents dying infront of me... why can't i do anything? a coward like me who can't do anything when my parents are being burnt?

  WHAT CAN I DO!?................ why is my dream so bright yet its meaning is this dark?

  why?...why?..... am i asking this question too late? why? my dream is to have an exciting life with my family why did the opposite happen?

  suddenly my thoughts disapeared i was floating in the space i heard my heart beat getting faster i grabbed my chest and i cried.......

  i woked up in the hospital i forgot what had happend before i saw my aunt crying that face made me remembered everything......

  Earlier......

  it was saturday noon i was hoping to see my friends and play with them before i left my mom kissed me and said becareful when playing and she said the last words that i heard from my mother " i love you hajime " and i went to play with my friends... hours went by my friends said that they see a fire and that they are calling their parents too so i thought i'd come to tell my parents that there's a fire but as i run the fire is getting closer and closer when i got there i froze and i heard,see things that i should'nt see for a 8-years old child like me will get traumatized, in that incident i asked myself so many questions that i can't answer i mean did my dream has different meaning?...........

  my aunt was the only family i have left i don't know if my cowardness can protect her..... actually i can't..... at the age of 14 it was 1 week after my birthday i've completely locked away my emotions the only feelings i can feel is nothing..... early in the morning i woked up and head to kitchen to have breakfast there i saw blood and my aunt was lying down the floor i froze again just like the day my parents died i put myself together and approached her her eyes moved and saw me tears went falling on her eyes i saw those eyes eyes jus like my father has when was telling me to run away my aunt can't barely moved her mouth she said to me "s-shory for gnot telling you..... that i have a stroke so i wouldn't make you worried" and i said to myself.... DAMN IT WHY!? EVERYTHING MY PURPOSE IN LIFE IS GONE WHY?! IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?! DAMN IT DAMN IT! WHAT THE F**K DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! WHY DOES EVERYONE AROUND ME DIE!?

  my aunt said " don't kill yourself..... move forward your family is gonna be behind you your parents and i will always love you hajime please don't forget those words " ...... i looked at her while crying aunt? aunt?! DON'T PLEASE!

  as i was holding her, her heart beat stopped.... i screamed my despair,anger,hatred......

  NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........

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  2-years later....

  My name is Hajime Owari a 15 years old high schooler i runned away from my past and forced myself to forget it but i could'nt.... here am i now, i have no friends im an anti-social person, i thought this is just like all the normal days but i didn't know what's about to come at this day...

  "school bell rings"

  while i was walking to get home....

  (screams from a distance) HELP! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP! PLEASE! STOP IT PLEASE! TAKE EVERYTHING YOU WANT PLEASE JUST STOP!

  i got curious so i checked it out, what is saw is a bunch of thugs beating someone i looked somewhere and i saw my school uniform covered in blood i stand there froze and remembered my aunt...

  i said to myself " no no no im not gonna coward here and let them die there no "

  i looked at my hand i was trembling from fear

  i said to myself again " i-im not anyone gonna die infront of me again "

  i forced myself to save them so i did i rush to the thugs and pushed them.... i looked behind me there i saw it.... much more brutal than my aunt i could'nt stand it they where crying and and brutally beaten i was shaking when i saw them......

  someone came up to me and punched me and i got knocked out and they started beating us to death

  i was expirencing so much pain at one moment the pain started to go away i feel good

  my consciousness fades....

  my vision shifted to darkness

  is this how im going to die?

  i've enjoyed my life...... somehow...

  well it's fun while it lasted......

  where am i going now?

  ...........

  ...........

  (AAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT THE F*CK IS THAT)

  huh? where am i

  (WHAT IS HE?!)

  (I CAN'T SEE HIM DAMN IT!)

  why am i suddenly hearing voices

  it's dark here....

  am i in heaven? or down in hell?

  (I CAN'T GET CLOSE TO HIM)

  who is the person they are talking about?

  w-w-wait my eyes... it's started to open

  for a moment i saw the thugs around me

  it's too bright i can't see anything

  i slowly opened it and i saw those thugs again..... i closed it again and next time

  i saw something very different..... i saw nature a moment passed by and i was feeling this great pain

  i started throwing up blood.... i looked around it was my 2 classmates they where covered in blood that i could'nt recognize them anymore

  i tried to walk to get under a tree and sit there i decided that i would rest here so i closed my eyes when i opened them...... i was surprised because its already dark

  how long was i asleep? i stand up and saw my classmates still there i checked their pulse and they were still alive

  i said to my classmates " thank you that you didn't die infront of me " i cough up blood again

  i was gonna bring my classmates to the nearby tree but before i could check where is the nearby tree i insted saw wolves

  i said to myself " damn it now what? " the wolves i saw was almost as big as me they were four of them

  i turned back and run i decided to avoid from where is my classmates are to avoid them getting killed but i was running slow because of this beaten up state

  i was bitten in my arms and they where ripped off me

  SH-SHIT HOLY F**K AAA MY ARM SHIT I CAN'T STOP HERE NOW i said while i was running i heard my arm became a food in one of the wolves

  i was slowing down there was a tent and a camp i collapse before i could reach it but i screamed

  HELP!

  some dark figure shows up and there was my vision

  ah it feels great to have the pain go away

  i asked myself " did i just got myself in a life or death situation 2 times in a row?

  i asked myself again " huh looks like were playing a game here... damn you life! "

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