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Ch. 13 - Among the Sheep

  ?I stood at the edge of Washington Square Park, the iconic white arch looming ahead like a gateway to a life I no longer belonged to. The clatter of skateboard wheels on pavement, the distant, brassy hum of a jazz trumpeter, and the chatter of thousands of students should have felt familiar. Instead, it felt like I was watching a movie with the volume turned up to a deafening maximum.

  ?It had been nearly three weeks since my "death." Three weeks of broken bones, blood-stained tiles, and Vaughn’s relentless voice echoing in the hollows of my skull.

  ?“You can’t learn to be a shark if you stay in a bathtub forever, Eun-Woo,” Vaughn had said just this morning, leaning against the heavy exit door of the HQ while I adjusted my backpack. “You’ve stabilized. You can hold a thread. You can read a signature. Now, go see if you can walk among the sheep without showing your teeth.”

  ?He had finally deemed me "ready." Not ready to fight, but ready to blend in.

  ?I didn't have to worry about "Missing" posters. The Erasers had been busy. In the eyes of the NYPD and NYU, I was just another survivor of a horrific traffic accident. My "disappearance" was seamlessly logged as a transfer to a private, high-end rehabilitation facility in upstate New York. Even Leo... Vaughn had told me they’d taken care of it.

  ?I checked my phone. To anyone watching, I was just checking a text. But through my eyes, the glass screen was overlaid by my custom Ichor-tech interface, the red text floating just above reality.

  ?I saw a text from Leo from three days ago: “Hey man, glad the doctors finally let me in to see you. You looked like hell in that hospital bed, but the nurse said you’re recovering fast. See you on campus?”

  ?It was a false memory. A surgical strike on Leo’s consciousness to bridge the gap of my absence. Reading it made my stomach churn, a mix of guilt and nausea, but it was the price of my life.

  ?[Current Status]

  ?Hunger Rate: 22% (Stable)

  ?Status: Undercover

  ?I started walking toward the biology building, tightening my grip on my bag straps. My "Sixth Sense" wasn't just active; it was screaming.

  ?Every person I passed wasn't just a student anymore. Through the filter of my new instincts, they were pulsing, golden heat signatures. I could hear their hearts beating—a chaotic, thumping drum circle that drowned out the subway rumble beneath our feet. I could smell the iron in their veins from five meters away.

  Calm down me. They are living beings just like you.

  ?I looked down at my hands. They were steady. To any passerby, I was just another NYU junior who had missed a couple of weeks of classes. My skin looked tan and healthy—not because of the sun, and certainly not because my undead heart was pumping effectively.

  ?It was because of the small, dissolvable tablet Vaughn had forced me to take an hour ago.

  ?"It’s a hemomimetic agent," I analyzed silently, recalling the chemical bitterness on my tongue. It triggered a synthetic oxidation reaction in my surface capillaries, mimicking the flush of oxygenated human blood. Without it, I would be walking around looking like a marble statue. With it, I was just a healthy guy who had caught some rays.

  ?I reached the heavy oak doors of the biology hall. I could smell the formaldehyde and the old floor wax from twenty yards away. But inside, I knew I would find the one person who could make this feel real again.

  ?As I pushed the door open, the "golden heat" of the hallway hit me. And there, leaning against a locker and furiously typing on his phone, was Leo.

  ?He looked up, his eyes widening. "Eun-Woo! Holy crap, man, you're actually walking! I thought you'd be in a wheelchair for at least a semester after that truck hit you."

  ?He stepped forward and clasped my hand for a dap, pulling me in for a half-hug. For a second, I froze. His hand was a map of radiating warmth, his pulse thrumming against my own skin. I had to remind myself not to tighten my grip—not to let my new reflexes crush his metacarpals into dust.

  ?"Hey, Leo," I said, carefully releasing his hand and forcing a smile that felt almost human. "Yeah. Good doctors, I guess."

  ?It was absurd. I was taller. My shoulders were broader. That pathetic hunch I’d developed from years of carrying delivery bags was gone, replaced by the natural stance of something that no longer feared the dark. But Leo? He was completely blind to it. To him, I wasn't a changed being. I was just Eun-Woo. The same delivery boy, just with a better haircut.

  ?The Erasers were doing their job with a terrifying perfection, smoothing over the anomalies of my transformation in the minds of the humans around me as if nothing had ever happened. But inside, the disconnect was violent. I could feel the friction of sneakers on the linoleum, hear the rush of blood in jugulars, and see the heat radiating from skin like glowing targets.

  ?Stay calm, house cat, I told myself, the memory of Vaughn’s mocking voice echoing in my skull. Keep the fangs in.

  ?***

  ?After the biology lecture ended and the hall emptied, Professor Miller adjusted his glasses and caught my eye. He gestured for me to come down to the podium.

  ?“Kang? A moment, please.”

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  ?I walked down the steps, my movements unnaturally fluid and silent. Up close, the sensory input was overwhelming. Miller didn't just smell like old paper and coffee; he smelled of aging veins and a slow, rhythmic pulse.

  ?“I heard about the accident,” Miller said, his voice dropping to a sympathetic tone. “Vaughn—or rather, your emergency contact—called the department. They said it was quite a bad one. I’m glad to see you’re on your feet so soon. You look... remarkably well-recovered, all things considered.”

  ?“Thank you, Professor,” I replied. My voice came out deeper, steadier than I remembered. It was the voice of someone who had stopped apologizing for their existence. “It was a lot to handle, but I’m ready to get back to work.”

  As I turned to leave Professor Miller, I realized I wasn't just reading his words; I was reading his pulse. He was sincere. Yet even his sincerity smelled like rusty iron.

  ?As I stepped out of the lecture hall, I saw her. Maya.

  ?In my human life, Maya was the girl I’d admired from a distance—the kind of presence that made me trip over my own feet and stumble through my sentences. My old instinct screamed at me to look at the ground and walk fast.

  ?But this time, the instinct was silent.

  ?As I approached, I didn't feel the usual frantic, nervous fluttering in my chest. Instead, I felt a strange, cold clarity. Once again, the harsh reality hit me: I wasn't the same Kang Eun-Woo anymore.

  ?“Eun-Woo?” she said, her voice hesitant as she took in my appearance. “I... I heard you were in a bad accident. We all thought you were gone for a while.”

  ?Accident. The word triggered a sharp thought. Did her memories change too? Did the Erasers reach even her?

  ?I stopped in front of her. I didn't fidget. I didn't look away. I simply stood there, perfectly still.

  ?“I’m fine, Maya,” I said, my tone calm and level. “I just needed some time to recover. Thank you for asking.”

  ?She blinked, seemingly caught off guard. The old Eun-Woo would have blushed and cracked a terrible joke to break the tension. This Eun-Woo just analyzed the dilation of her pupils.

  ?I watched her walk away. I could hear her heart rate accelerate by ten beats per minute as she turned the corner—a tiny, rhythmic drumbeat in the distance that only I could hear.

  ?In a previous life, my palms would be sweating. I would be overanalyzing every word she said. But now? I felt nothing but a clinical observation. She wasn't a crush anymore; she was a fragile collection of veins and arteries.

  ?As the new vampire, Kang Eun-Woo, I was becoming too much for my former human container. My old worries about grades, tuition, and part-time shifts felt like distant memories from a stranger’s life. I might be a Rank E- Liability in the Ichor world, but here, walking among these fragile humans?

  ?I felt like a god in a hoodie.

  ?Suddenly, a presence approached from behind. I didn't need to turn around; I could feel the heat radiating from his body and hear the clumsy, heavy thud of his footsteps long before he got close.

  ?It was Leo. He was trying to be stealthy. I could hear his heart thumping with childish excitement, preparing to jump-scare me.

  ?He lunged forward with a loud "WAAAH!", but to me, he had been moving in slow motion for the last twenty seconds. His "surprise attack" was miserable. Still, I played the part. I let out a sharp, fake gasp and flinched.

  ?"Holy—! Leo, you scared me," I lied, my voice perfectly level.

  ?Leo slapped me on the shoulder, a grin stretching across his face. He didn't notice that hitting my muscle now felt like slapping a marble statue.

  ?"You little bastard!" Leo laughed, leaning in close. "Since when did you become the guy who charms the ladies? First the 'accident,' and now I see Maya—the Maya—coming over here just to check on you? What's your secret, man? Who gave you the 'ladies' man' patch notes while you were in the hospital?"

  ?I realized then: even if the Erasers hid my physical changes, they couldn't completely mask my presence. Leo was interpreting my new apathy as confidence. He was interpreting the predator's "Signature" that Vaughn talked about as simple charisma.

  ?To a rabbit, the wolf doesn't just look scary; sometimes, it looks majestic.

  ?"I am saying a prayer for the late, loser Kang Eun-Woo," Leo said, closing his eyes in mock solemnity.

  ?It was ironic. Leo was joking, mourning the "old" me, but he was right to pray. That version of Kang Eun-Woo—the one who sweated over being late to a shift or failing a bio-chem exam—really was dead.

  ?"Now, welcome my new ‘cool friend’," Leo grinned, opening his eyes. "Wanna go somewhere? I'm sure with you, I might actually have a shot at meeting some girls tonight."

  ?I looked at him, tempted to tell him the truth. That standing next to me wasn't 'cool'—it was the most dangerous thing he could do. If the hunger rose without me noticing, he wouldn't be my wingman; he would be a snack.

  ?I had no confidence in my own restraint yet. Today taught me that much.

  ?"Well, I still have things to do," I said, trying to sound as boringly normal as possible.

  ?"Oh right, now there are probably hospital bills too," Leo replied, his tone softening with genuine concern. "The grind never stops, huh?"

  ?"Yeah," I sighed, leaning into the convenient lie. "Sorry about that."

  ?Walking away from Leo felt like stepping out of a warm room into a blizzard. Every human I passed felt... different. I could hear the rhythmic thump-thump of their hearts, see the steam of their breath in the cool air, and smell the distinct, iron-rich scent of their blood.

  ?I was walking through an open buffet, and I had to pretend I wasn't starving.

  ?Jin was right: I was a vampire, and I had to act like one. Today I didn't feel like I was hanging out with a friend or talking to a crush.

  ?I couldn't see them as my equals anymore.

  ?Could I?

  ?I don't know.

  At the beginning, I accepted this new skin for one simple reason: I thought I could save people. I thought I would be the shield between humanity and the Ferals, a guardian in the dark. It sounded like a hero's journey—a dream come true.

  ?But now...

  ?Looking at the empty space where my friend just stood, I realized the truth. What is really waiting for me at the end of this road? Not glory.

  ?Just blood.

  ?As I reached the edge of the campus, my phone buzzed in my pocket.

  ?The text on the screen didn't make sense at first. My brain, still trying to calculate hospital bills and midterm dates, refused to process the shift in reality. Then, the weight of the words hit me like a physical blow to the stomach.

  ?[NEW MESSAGE - SENDER: LEO]

  ?"Hello, newborn. Did you miss me? CAN YOU GUESS WHO I AM? If you want your little friend to keep his blood inside his veins, come to these coordinates: [Location Attached]. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT TELLING VAUGHN OR HIS PETS. You know what happens otherwise. Cheers!"

  ?The world tilted.

  ?The students laughing, the smell of burnt coffee from the campus kiosk, the rhythmic thump-thump of thousands of hearts—it all twisted into a sickening cacophony. My best friend. My only link to the humanity I was desperately trying to hold onto.

  ?"No..."

  ?I stared at the spot where Leo had been standing just minutes ago. He wasn't taken by bad luck. He was kidnapped because he was near me. Because I was too weak to notice a hostile "Signature" stalking us. I was playing at being a college student while predators were hunting in my shadow.

  ?A pressure built up in my chest, hot and tearing.

  ?"ARGHHHHH!"

  ?The roar that ripped out of my throat wasn't human. It was deep, guttural, and vibrated with a kinetic frequency that made the nearby windows rattle in their frames.

  ?Several students froze, turning toward me with primal fear in their eyes. For a second, they didn't see a student. They felt a monster.

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