Josh’s first stream as “Zoe Bang” went better than he could have imagined. All of the guys who showed up were super friendly and excited to be there. They ughed at Josh’s jokes, cheered him on as he pyed different games, and were super generous with compliments.

  Of course, all of those compliments were about how pretty and beautiful Zoe was, but Josh was able to feel a little bit of satisfaction considering he was the one who did Zoe’s hair and makeup and picked her outfit. Plus, even though Zoe was a made up person, her personality was all Josh. It seemed like he could say whatever he wanted while disguised as a hot girl and people would love him.

  He had over one hundred different viewers over his first stream and two people even donated over fifty dolrs each. Josh couldn’t believe it; one hundred dolrs for pying video games and making jokes. He was totally on board with Gym Bro’s pn.

  A new job meant a new schedule. As usual Gym Bro was already prepared. He plopped the new binder in front of Josh that evening. Josh read the front. “Zoe’s schedule?” he said. Gym Bro replied, “You’re broadcasting yourself on the internet now. You can’t afford a single mistake or slip up. Not to mention that the primary focus is about maximizing Zoe’s potential on stream.”

  Josh flipped through the pages. He said, “Most of this is pretty simir to what I was doing before.” Gym Bro replied, “Obviously we’ll adjust things as we go, but the biggest thing is making sure Zoe Bang looks her best on stream.” Josh frowned and said, “I think the guys had tons of fun hanging out with me. Maybe I could even dress a bit more causally next time.”

  Gym Bro scoffed. “Don’t get me wrong,” he said, “You are really cool and fun to be around, but when people are scrolling through hundreds of videos and potential streamers, you need to be eye-catching.” Josh nodded his head. It was hard to argue with that.

  “Great!” Gym Bro said, “We’re all on the same page. Now, eventually we’ll slow things down a little, but for these first couple of weeks you’ll want to be streaming every day you can. Which for you means streaming every day.” Josh nodded.

  Gym Bro continued, “Luckily for you, I already attached my bank account to Zoe’s profile so all the donations you receive will come straight to me. I assume you want me to do the smart thing and put all the money you make into investments.”

  “Oh, of course.”

  “Good. One st thing we need to do.” Gym Bro slid a piece of paper and a pen in front of Josh. He said, “This is a management contract. I set up a company that will handle all of your work you do under the name “Zoe Bang.” This means you get tax benefits, liability protection, the works. It also says that in the future, the company will be in charge of negotiating on your behalf when it comes to sponsorships, merchandise, or colborations.”

  Josh scanned through the document quickly. Nothing obviously bad jumped out at him, so he grabbed the pen to sign it. Gym Bro grabbed his hand. “Wait,” he said, “before you sign. I want you to be really clear on what this means.” Josh scrunched his face. “You said this is to help me, right? I trust you dude.” Gym Bro chuckled.

  He said, “Obviously you can trust me. I want you to be clear on what this contract means for you. Technically you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, but you have to think about what’s best for Zoe Bang and her brand. The better she is, the better off you’ll be.”

  Josh was confused. “I don’t think I understand.”

  Gym Bro expined, “Let’s say you want to go out to a club and have fun. That’s all fine, but Zoe Bang needs to be clear-headed for work the next day. She has to maintain a certain figure for photos. In the future, with sponsorships, you might have to wear certain clothes or use certain brands of makeup instead of your favorites.”

  Now Josh had to ugh. He said, “You think I care about that kind of stuff? And going out to the club?” Josh took a moment to look down at what he was wearing. “Yeah,” he said in a quieter voice, “It’s not like I’m doing that anytime soon.”

  Gym Bro nodded and let go of Josh’s hand. Josh quickly signed his name at the bottom of the page. Gym Bro took the paper and smiled. He said, “Let’s get to work then Zoe.”

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  “That’s all for today Bang Gang! I’ll catch you all on Monday!”

  Zoe ended the stream and let out a sigh. Another fulfilling day at work. He grabbed the remote and turned the lights off. He pulled the lever to recline in the chair and shut his eyes. The low hum of the computer was the only sound in his ears.

  Zoe loved his job. The past few weeks had gone much better than he could have imagined. Not only did “Zoe Bang” get more followers every day he streamed, but he was starting to enjoy himself more and more on the stream. Every day was essentially getting to py games with a bunch of really cool guys while they gave him money for being hot.

  He had to stick to the crazy schedule Gym Bro made, but it was clear how all that hard work paid off on camera. Zoe let their hand drift through their long, silky hair in the dark. His fingers danced across the smooth sensitive skin on their chest. Zoe let out a small gasp. Somehow, their breasts had become more sensitive ever since weaning off the domperidone.

  Gym Bro figured out that the domperidone was likely the cause behind some of Zoe’s memory problems. It’s not like he needed it to help bance his mood tely anyways. Even though he was tired from all the work, Zoe felt better than ever. Zoe opened his eyes and stood up from the chair. He opened up the door the the bright interior of the rest of the house. Time to work on everything else.

  He quickly changed out of Zoe Bang’s streamer outfit and into a simple dress with a long, flowy skirt. After checking what was pnned for tonight’s dinner, he grabbed one of his aprons to avoid any sptter from the steak getting onto their nice clothes.

  As he watched the meat sizzle and cook, he wondered to himself if they really enjoyed cooking. He was definitely very good at it now after months of practice. There was also some satisfaction in developing a new skill or learning a new recipe. He certainly didn’t think makeup or fashion would be as fun as they were. Maybe cooking would continue to grow on him.

  With dinner ready and set on the table, Zoe removed their apron, checked their hair, took their evening pills, and sat down at the table. He read through the messages on Zoe Bang’s Discord server while waiting for Gym Bro to get home. He chuckled to himself. “Zoe’s Discord server.”

  He had his very own server! And people actually came to talk about things on it. All because of him! Well, because of Zoe. It was like having a rge group of friends except they were all dedicated to caring about him. Or her. Them. Zoe felt a weird moment of clouded crity for a moment. What was he thinking about? Right, the Bang Gang. Sometimes people left or went quiet, but there were always more to take their pce.

  Plus, some of the regurs were really cool. Technically, Zoe was only scheduled to interact with the community on certain days, but he couldn’t help but look at all the cool photos the guys in the Bang Gang sent in. Some of them even drew cool artwork based on Zoe’s looks from the stream.

  “Hey Zoe.”

  Gym Bro’s voice pulled Zoe out of his phone. He quickly stood up and smiled. “Welcome home,” he said. Gym Bro strode over and leaned his head down. Zoe reached up and gave him a small peck on the lips. He wasn’t sure how this little ritual of theirs had gotten started, but it didn’t seem to hurt anything as long as Gym Bro thought he was kissing Zoe instead of Josh.

  A thought blipped in his mind, “When did we start referring to ourselves as Zoe in our own head?”

  Gym Bro put his things down and sat at the table. “Dinner looks delicious as usual,” he said. Josh sat down. “Thanks, I hope the steak is to your liking.” Gym Bro took a bite. “Mmm,” he said, “perfect.” Josh smiled. Life was going wonderfully. Gym Bro took another bite. He asked, “How was the stream today?”

  Josh replied, “Really tiring, but really good. I’m excited for the rest day tomorrow.” He spooned some of his veggie stew into his mouth. The beans and spices he used were supposed to help him cut down on belly fat without losing the rest of what Gym Bro called Zoe’s “winning assets.” He felt his stomach expand. He was already filling up quite fast.

  “Fantastic,” Gym Bro said. He pulled out his phone and tapped at the screen. He continued, “Viewers went up by ten percent. View time went up by twenty. And over four hundred in donations today.” He looked up with a big grin. Josh returned it. He’d already seen how great the numbers were, but he loved hearing the praise coming from an actual person.

  “Not bad for a newbie, right?” Josh said. Gym Bro nodded his head and looked back down at the screen. He replied, “Of course, most of that is still coming from BigJohnny43. We really need to find a way to get more people involved. We can’t count on one guy to fund your whole career.”

  Josh said, “It’s only been a week with the Wednesday workout stream. People liked forcing me to do extra miles on the bike by sending in donations.” Gym Bro scratched his chin. “I don’t know,” he said, “it was a great idea in theory, but you can only realistically do one of those streams a week without burning yourself out. It’s better to stick to the stretching and yoga for those streams.”

  Josh nodded. He remembered being really sore for two days after that stream. At least, he sort of remembered it. He was certain it happened, but he couldn’t quite recall the sensation of soreness.

  Josh shook his head clear of the foggy thoughts.

  Gym Bro continued, “The most consistent draw is your raw sex appeal. People are already asking for an OnlyFans page from Zoe Bang.” Josh choked on his soup. He coughed to clear their airways before saying, “Well, we aren’t doing that, right?”

  Gym Bro said, “It does seem a little too soon. We’re still building the Zoe Bang brand, you know?” Josh nodded his head. “Exactly,” he said, “plus, don’t people like that I’m genuine? Putting up an OnlyFans would be like saying all I care about is the money. I actually enjoy pying games and hanging out with the guys. I guess “Zoe Bang” likes showing off her boobs, but not in a slutty way. It’s not for the money. It’s just…an accessory.”

  Josh felt a weird pressure in his head.

  Gym Bro snapped his fingers. “That reminds me,” he said, “I think I figured out a way to boost earnings.” His eyes zeroed in on their chest. “What?” Josh asked. Gym Bro smirked. “Finish up with your food and I’ll show you.”

  Josh slurped down the rest of his soup and followed Gym Bro to the couch area. He sat down while Gym Bro retrieved a box of stuff from his bedroom. Gym Bro seemed really excited. “I wasn’t sure if these would come in on time. The six months is almost up after all, and you’ll need to really kick things into gear if you want to be earning enough from streaming to cover rent.”

  Josh felt a cold bead of sweat drip down their back. A part of him was always aware of that impending deadline, but he’d been able to be blissfully ignorant of how close he was to being homeless for the past few weeks.

  Gym Bro continued, “Obviously, Zoe Bang is an all-natural kind of girl, so we can’t advertise this. But I think the mystery will actually py into it.” He opened the box. Josh leaned over and looked inside. All he saw were a bunch of the same kind of box with a weird name and a bunch of medical-looking symbols.

  “What am I looking at?” Josh asked. Gym Bro didn’t seem able to contain his grin. “Dermal fillers!” he said excitedly. Josh picked up one of the boxes. He opened it up and pulled out a syringe with a weird, white fluid inside. He said, “I’m still not getting it.”

  Gym Bro took the syringe from Josh’s hand and sat next to him on the couch. “Okay,” he said, “Remember when you were joking about how easy it would be to get a facial surgery to make Zoe look different from Josh?” Josh scrunched his forehead. “I’m not sure,” he replied, “That was back when I was having memory problems. Everything is a little fuzzy.”

  Gym Bro waved his hand, “It doesn’t matter. The point is your comment made me realize that you probably have no idea how significant a surgery really is. Initially, I was going to get you a couple of these vials so you could put them in your lips and see a little bit of what changing your face would really be like.”

  Josh looked at the needle and felt his eyes widen. “You want me to stick that in our lips? But there’s so much. And,” Gym Bro held up his hand. Josh shut their mouth. “Just listen,” Gym Bro said, “I was saying that the original pn was to do a little bit of lip filler to change your appearance. But, with the streaming and you embracing Zoe’s natural feminine beauty more and more, I came up with a better pn.”

  Gym Bro took the syringe and pointed it at Josh’s chest. Josh looked down for a second before the implication hit him. He said, “You want to make my boobs bigger?” Gym Bro smirked. “It’s not about what I want. It’s what the fans demand. Bigger boobs mean more viewers and more tips. Plus, it’s only temporary.”

  Josh’s mind buzzed. “Temporary?” he heard himself ask. Gym Bro nodded. “Yeah, I mean, I know you’ve said you think they’re too small before. And you just said you like showing them off, right?”

  “Sort of, I think, but,”

  Gym Bro grabbed Josh’s hands and looked him in the eyes. Josh’s mouth shut itself. Gym Bro said, “I know Josh won’t be happy about it, but is that really fair to you?” Josh blinked. Gym Bro continued, “You’ve been putting in hours of streaming every day. You learned all these new skills in only a few months. I think you deserve a reward.”

  “A reward,” Josh heard himself say.

  Gym Bro continued, “Think about how happy everybody will be when they see your breasts getting rger. Think about how interested they’ll be in your progress and growth as a person. Any time you feel Josh fighting back you can remind him that it’s all temporary. This stuff will st long enough to help you both earn some money, get your career as a streamer started, and then it’ll dissolve like it never happened in the first pce.”

  Josh was very confused. Something was eating at his insides; telling him that this was a bad idea. Another part wanted to confess that he was Josh right now, not Zoe. But then another part didn’t want to admit to lying for so long. And they’d already kissed Gym Bro as Josh. If they confessed, they might not get any more kisses. Of course, they didn’t actually want more kisses. It’s what Zoe wanted.

  What Zoe wanted.

  “Okay,” he said.

  “Great!” Gym Bro said. He leaned forward and gave Josh a quick, but deep, kiss on the mouth. Josh gasped as their lips broke apart. It felt so terribly right. “Take your top off,” he heard. Josh’s heart rate increased. A repeat performance from their first date? Well, Gym Bro and Zoe’s first date.

  Josh gripped the waist of his dress and pulled it over his head. He quickly reached behind his back and unhooked his bra before sliding it off. He felt his breath quicken with every movement. His heart was pounding. “Okay, this will feel a little cold and then a pinch. Lean back a little,” Gym Bro said.

  Josh scooted back against the arm of the couch and leaned against it. Gym Bro took his right breast in his hand. Josh let out a small gasp in response. He watched Gym Bro rub something cold on the underside. Josh was a bit confused what was happening, but decided to go with it. “You ready?” Gym Bro asked. Josh nodded his head, bit his lip, and closed his eyes in anticipation.

  He felt a sharp prick go on the underside of his breast. “Ow,” Josh said. He opened his eyes and looked up. Gym Bro had one of the needles inserted in his boob and was slowly depressing the syringe. “We’re doing this right now?” Josh asked.

  Gym Bro finished with the syringe and started changing it out for a new one. “No time like the present. Why?” Josh suddenly felt very stupid. He started cursing and yelling at himself internally. How could he let himself get swept up in Zoe’s emotions like that? Of course the stupid girly part of his mind would get blinded by the idea of being dominated by a hot guy instead of focusing on the conversation.

  Josh said, “Oh, no reason. I guess, um, how long should it take?” Gym Bro was already finished with the second syringe, so he reached for a third one. He replied, “You never want to mess around with injections, so I think we should wait a week in between each session. I’ll get about half in today, then we’ll wait for you to heal and recover for a week, do a quarter, wait another week, and then finish off with whatever’s left.”

  He changed out another syringe as he continued, “Like I said, lean back and try to rex, this could take a while.” Josh let his head fall back and tried to think of something else. All he could focus on was the fiddling of Gym Bro’s hands against his very sensitive skin. And the strange sensation of something moving inside of his chest as Gym Bro pressed on the syringe. And Gym Bro’s breath against his exposed nipples.

  Josh closed his eyes and tried to focus on something else; anything else. He felt himself slipping into a familiar realm of darkness. He was comfortable here. Safe. Time slipped by as easily as…something that was easy to slip. He felt his body jiggle slightly. Was he ughing? He was pretty funny.

  Zoe felt her eyes flutter.

  She raised her head and saw Gym Bro closing up the box. Zoe rubbed her temples. “Was that it?” she asked. Gym Bro chuckled. “Yeah,” he said, “time flies when you’re having fun, right?” Zoe giggled in response. She sat up and felt her breasts fall forward. She cupped one in each hand and held them up slightly.

  “They sort of feel heavier,” she said. Gym Bro gathered the trash and walked over to the kitchen. “Really?” he said, “I didn’t put that much in.” Zoe held her boobs up and let them drop a few times. They didn’t feel sore or painful. She asked, “How much did you put in?”

  Gym Bro replied, “Like I said, not much.” He walked back over to the couch and took a closer look at Zoe’s chest. She straightened her back and turned side to side so he could get the full picture. Gym Bro said, “I guess I can see a slight difference. How do they feel? Any pain? Burning?”

  Zoe shook her head. “Nope. I feel fine.” Gym Bro scratched his chin. “That’s good. Maybe we can accelerate the timeline and do the next round in a few days instead of a whole week. Or maybe only do two rounds instead of three.” Zoe shrugged.

  “Whatever you think is best,” she said.

  —————————

  *POP*

  Zoe ducked a little as the cork flew across the kitchen. “Whoooo!” Gym Bro yelled. He grabbed the gsses and poured the champagne. They clinked gsses and cheered together. Zoe sipped from his gss as he watched Gym Bro finish his off in one big swig.

  “This is incredible!” Gym Bro said as he poured himself a second gss. He held his gss up again, so Zoe dutifully clinked gsses once more. Gym Bro downed his second gss as quickly as the first one. Zoe took a slightly bigger sip.

  Gym Bro sat down at the table and looked at the ptop. “Over three thousand dolrs in two months!” he excimed, “and this is just the beginning Zoe.” Zoe smiled and sat down at the table. The number still didn’t feel real to him. He’d only been streaming as Zoe Bang for what felt like a couple of weeks, but the response had been huge.

  He touched Gym Bro’s arm and said, “I couldn’t have done it without you.” Gym Bro pced his hand on top of Zoe’s and beamed at them. “Thanks. I really appreciate you recognizing how much work I’ve put into this.” Gym Bro refilled his gss and then topped off Zoe’s. The bottle was almost empty.

  Gym Bro said, “If we keep this pace up, I bet we’ll get another three thousand by the end of next month.” He finished his drink and refilled his gss again. “This st week really pushed us over the edge, you know?” He pointed a finger at Zoe and smirked. “I told you the fillers would help, didn’t I?”

  Zoe smiled and nodded his head. He looked down at Zoe’s breasts and…Josh felt his eyes blinking. He’d been doing it again. Referring to himself as Zoe in his own mind. He rubbed his temple. Gym Bro asked, “What’s the matter? Headache?”

  Josh put on a smile and shook his head. “No, I’m fine,” he said. Gym Bro replied, “Good, because we’ve got some important things to go over.” He clicked around on his computer and typed some things in. Josh sipped more from his drink. Maybe that would help his mind clear up.

  “Okay,” Gym Bro said, “I know today is a special occasion because of the streaming success, but it’s also the st day of our agreed terms.” Josh’s mind cleared up instantly. Gym Bro continued, “Six months ago, I let you move in and agreed not to charge you rent, help you get healthy, and would even pay for your food expenses. Would you say I’ve held up my end of the bargain?”

  “Yeah, of course. You’ve gone above and beyond for me.”

  “Great. Now, you agreed to look for work and I think making three grand with Zoe’s streaming definitely counts, so you did a good job with that.” Josh smiled. Gym Bro continued, “When it comes to your portfolio, you currently have forty eight thousand, six hundred and seventy nine dolrs.”

  Josh felt like his eyes were going to bulge out of his skull. “Holy shit!” he said. That was more money than he’d ever seen in his life. Gym Bro smiled smugly and nodded his head. “I told you this is what I do.”

  “Dude, this is amazing!” Josh got out of his chair and squeezed himself against Gym Bro. “Yeah, yeah. You’re welcome.” Josh sat back down. He felt energy buzzing through his body. “This is it,” he said, “I can finally start going back to being Josh. I can get the breast reduction, get a real job.”

  Gym Bro interrupted, “Hold on there. I know it’s a lot of money and you’re all excited, but I wouldn’t advise taking the money out.” Josh cocked his head and asked, “Why not?” Gym Bro scratched at his chin. He said, “You’ve got to consider that streaming is going to be your best bet at making enough to cover rent and your other expenses.”

  Josh ughed. “Sure, I can do it for maybe another month or two, but then I’ll get the surgery and go to work somewhere normal. Somewhere I can be a guy. Besides, it’s not like it costs that much. How much is rent?”

  “Fifteen hundred dolrs.”

  Josh felt his stomach drop. His energy started to die down. “What?” he said.

  Gym Bro continued, “That’s not including another two hundred for your portion of utilities. Your meal pn is an average of five hundred per month. Your supplements are one fifty a month. Of course, as the primary homeowner I won’t charge you for things like basic maintenance of a home, repairs, supplies, toilet paper, or anything like that, so you’re actually saving over six hundred a month with that. Then I’d be willing to knock off another five hundred from your rent even though you technically have two rooms of the house.”

  Josh felt his mind spinning with numbers. He said, “H-how much is all of that?” Gym Bro tapped on his keyboard. “You’re looking at twelve hundred fifty dolrs a month in average expenses.” Josh felt his heart rate start to slow down. “Okay,” he said, “that’s not too bad. I can definitely do that.”

  Gym Bro held up a finger. Josh shut his mouth. Gym Bro said, “Next we have to consider your debt.” Josh interrupted, “But I thought you already…” Gym Bro raised his eyebrow and gave Josh a stern look. Josh quieted himself.

  Gym Bro continued, “Yes, I already took care of your medical debt and your outstanding bance with your ndlord. But, that came out of my own pocket. I made sure you had as much money as possible in your portfolio because I knew you could earn more that way and pay me back ter.”

  “At least, that was the pn. Then you decided to buy a bunch of very expensive clothes, makeup, and jewelry. You might not remember, but you made it very clear that I was supposed to keep track of everything so you could pay me back ter.”

  Josh felt his mood dropping more and more as the information piled up. He clearly remembered telling Gym Bro he’d pay him back for all the clothes. He’d been so dumb and reckless with his spending. Gym Bro was great and amazing, but what kind of guy would spend all this money on some other dude?

  Gym Bro continued, “Obviously you don’t need to pay me back for anything I gave you as a gift, but the amount is still pretty rge. Adding what you owe me for all your shopping and the initial loan; rounding down, you owe me forty three thousand dolrs.”

  Josh’s jaw dropped.

  Gym Bro clicked on something else. He continued, “Oh, and you also need to pay me back for the breast fillers since that was technically a personal expense and not something the management company asked you to do. So that’s another thirty thousand.”

  “Thirty thousand?” Josh excimed. Gym Bro shrugged his shoulders. “I know, it’s crazy. I couldn’t believe it either when I saw the price. It would have actually been more expensive if we’d gone to a clinic to have it done since you would have had to pay a professional to inject you. Don’t worry, I did that for free.”

  Josh did some basic math in his head. He said, “So, I actually still owe you money.” His voice felt small and weak. Gym Bro took Josh’s hands in his and leaned over. “Hey, hey,” he said, “you don’t need to worry about paying it all back right away. We’re friends, you know?”

  Josh felt a little better hearing that. Still, the fact remained that he had no idea how he was going to earn enough to pay Gym Bro back all while still paying for his monthly expenses. Gym Bro said, “As your friend, I’d advise you to leave your money in the portfolio. We can have an arrangement where a portion of what you make every month goes there, some goes to your living expenses, and the rest can start paying off what you owe me.”

  Josh shook his head. It was impossible. He said, “There’s no way I can earn that much.” Gym Bro chuckled and leaned back. Josh looked up. He didn’t know what was so funny. Gym Bro spun around the ptop so Josh could see the screen. It was Zoe’s streaming profile.

  Gym Bro said, “There’s no way Josh could earn enough to do all of that, but Zoe can. Like I said, if you stay on track, you’ll make three grand next month easily.” Josh felt the sparks shooting off in his mind. It was true, hot women had an easier time making money than men did. And Zoe was definitely hot.

  Gym Bro continued, “Plus, there’s a way you could help Josh save on a lot of the monthly expenses.” Josh’s ears perked up. He sat up in his chair and leaned forward. “What? How?” he said excitedly. Gym Bro scratched his chin.

  “Well,” he said, “I made the initial deal with Josh as friends. But, it was sort of the normal deal I would give my girlfriend.” Josh creased his forehead. He wasn’t following. Gym Bro continued, “I wouldn’t charge my girlfriend rent or keep track of her food bills or anything like that. And I would buy her clothes and stuff as gifts more often.” Josh didn’t want to know what Gym Bro was talking about.

  But he did know.

  With his hands trembling, Josh said, “So, if I was your girlfriend…I could keep living here without paying rent and utilities and everything.” Gym Bro crossed his arms. “That depends,” he said, “who are you?”

  Josh’s mind was buzzing. Sweat was coming out of every pore. He couldn’t do this. It would be too much. This was too far. He looked at the ptop. The rge debt fshed in his mind. He looked at Gym Bro. He felt his breath catch in his chest as memories of the st few months pyed in his mind. There was no other choice. He let the words slip from his lips.

  “I’m Zoe.”

  Gym Bro smiled. He stretched his arm out and put his hand against Josh’s cheek. Josh wasn’t sure if he felt good or bad. Gym Bro leaned forward. Josh felt his lips puckering. Why? Why were they doing this?

  They were kissing. They were kissing Gym Bro again. And it felt so good. Why did it have to feel so good? Josh felt his whole body stinging and tingling. His brain was buzzing. He felt his body standing out of the chair and moving closer to Gym Bro. His body straddled on top of Gym Bro’s p as they continued kissing.

  Gym Bro pulled his head back to smile and admire the sexy person sitting on top of him. Gym Bro said, “I’m really gd you agreed to be my girlfriend Zoe.” Josh’s face smiled. Gym Bro traced his fingers along Josh’s breast. “You know,” he continued, “we’ll be able to do this kind of stuff more often now.” Josh shivered.

  Gym Bro put his hands underneath Josh’s armpits and lifted him to his feet. Gym bro stood up and looked down at Josh. They kissed again. Gym Bro held Josh’s hand and led him to the rge bedroom. Josh felt his heart beating faster and faster as they drew closer and closer.

  They went into Gym Bro’s room. Gym Bro said, “Normally, I’d celebrate a new retionship with a fancy dinner at a nice restaurant.” He turned around and smiled at Josh. He continued, “But I feel like we just did that, you know?” Gym Bro sat on his bed and pulled Josh closer for more kisses.

  Josh let his body melt against Gym Bro’s firm physique. Josh felt his body squish and conform around Gym Bro’s chiseled muscles. Gym Bro broke their kissing once again. Josh couldn’t tell if he was relieved or infuriated. Gym Bro said, “Instead of a big date, I was hoping you could do something big for me to celebrate.”

  Something for him? Josh wasn’t sure what he could possibly do. The buzzing in his head began to grow louder. He felt the familiar sparks flying around in his mind. Gym Bro wasn’t asking for Josh; he was asking for Zoe. His girlfriend. Josh needed to do what girlfriends did.

  He felt his body get down on their knees. “That’s my girl,” Gym Bro said as he opened the fly of his pants. He lifted himself off the bed enough to allow Josh to pull at the waistband and slide Gym Bro’s pants and underwear to the ground.

  Cock.

  Josh stared at Gym Bro’s cock. What kind of luck did they have where every cock they found themselves staring at was so big? Josh felt a pull in his gut. His tongue extended and licked the shaft of Gym Bro’s cock. “Oh yeah babe.” Josh licked the length of the wonderful cock again.

  He was losing it. Where was this coming from? He felt like he was back with Alice. He kissed the top of Gym Bro’s penis. “Fuck yeah babe. Go for it.” What were they doing? This was too gay. Except it wasn’t gay. Because Zoe was doing this. Zoe wanted to suck cock. Not Josh. He would never. Not again.

  Josh wrapped his mouth around the head. “Ohhh.” Gym Bro’s moans of pleasure felt so wonderful in Josh’s ears. Zoe’s ears. He needed to be Zoe. He moved his head down and let the shaft slide to the back of his throat. He vaguely heard the thought in his mind ask, “Why are we so good at this?” Josh pushed the thought away.

  He needed to focus. Lose himself in the task so he couldn’t feel the warmth of Gym Bro’s cock moving in his mouth. Josh closed his eyes and built into a rhythm. Go down. Swirl his tongue. Press his lips at the bottom. Pull up. Swirl the tongue. Release his lips. Change the angle.

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change. Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change.

  He felt his hair being moved out of the way. Gym Bro was so thoughtful like that. This new arrangement would be fine. No. He was still thinking like Josh. He needed to go back to being Zoe. The mindless, cock-sucking Zoe.

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change.

  “I’m getting close babe.”

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change.

  He felt Gym Bro’s grip on the back of his head tighten. Gym Bro’s hips were thrusting and bucking. Josh needed to change his rhythm to compensate. Down. Shift. Swirl. Shift. Press. Pull. Shift. Release? Press. Shift. Pull.

  He couldn’t focus on a simple task. He was sucking a cock. He felt his head being tilted up. His eyes opened. He saw Gym Bro’s eyes wild with pleasure. Pleasure Josh was giving him. From sucking on his dick. The dick that filled his mouth right now. It was so warm. And hard. And thick.

  Josh felt his eyes rolling into the back of his head. He heard more noises and grunts from somewhere. Were they coming from him? He didn’t even feel like he was moving his own head anymore. His jaw was open, his throat was rexed. His head bobbed up and down.

  Suddenly, a warm rush of liquid squirted against the back of his throat. Josh instinctively swallowed it. He felt the thick, viscous fluid coating the inside of his mouth. He used his tongue to gather it and swallowed again. The pressure on the back of his head let off. Josh was in control of his movements again.

  He felt himself blinking back into focus. The cock in his mouth was quickly becoming softer and limper. He slowly pulled off of it. There was still some cum left on the end. Josh couldn’t tell himself why, but he felt like he needed to lick it all off. So he did.

  “Holy shit babe.” The words helped pull Josh’s mind into focus. “That was incredible. It’s like you’re a professional or something.” Josh blinked more. He tried looking around the room to gain his bearings, but nothing looked familiar. Finally, his eyes nded on Gym Bro’s face. He looked so pleased, happy, and rexed.

  Josh did that. He’d given that to him. Josh felt his voice creep out, “Did you enjoy that?” Gym Bro ughed heartily. He leaned forward and cupped Josh’s face in his hands. “Are you kidding me?” he excimed, “That was the best blowjob I’ve ever gotten!” He kissed the top of Josh’s forehead and stood up. He walked over to the bathroom. Josh heard the water running.

  He slowly stood to his feet even though his entire body felt weirdly numb and fuzzy. He’d sucked a cock. He’d given a guy the best blowjob ever. None of this felt real.

  Gym Bro returned to the room and stripped his shirt off. He was completely naked now. Josh watched as Gym Bro climbed into bed and started scrolling on his phone.

  “Um,” Josh said.

  Gym Bro looked up. “Did you need something?” he asked. Josh felt his toes squeezing against the carpet. He needed to not exist right now, but he wasn’t sure that was something Gym Bro could do for him. Instead, he said, “I guess I’ll go to my room now.”

  Gym Bro shrugged and said, “If you really want to, sure, but I wanted us to sleep in the same bed tonight. Our first night as a couple, you know?” Josh felt a pull in his gut. Zoe would want that. She’d want to make her boyfriend happy.

  Her boyfriend.

  They had a boyfriend.

  Zoe did. Which meant Josh sort of did.

  Josh was the one who sucked their boyfriend’s dick after all.

  Josh was the one who was cuddled up to their boyfriend in bed. Or Zoe was. It had to be Zoe who was doing that. In fact, Zoe was the one who sucked the dick. Josh wasn’t gay. He couldn’t have done that. The fact that he could still taste Gym Bro’s cum on his tongue meant nothing. The fact that a part of his body ached for Gym Bro to ravish them meant nothing.

  It was Zoe. It was all Zoe.

  It had to be.