apologies for not posting yesterday as normal, I thought I had everything squared away, and turned out that I actually didn't, so spent last night and today fixing things. Here then, as promiced, as you're chapter for the week.

  ---Mia---

  The shadow tastes different today. Not worse, exactly, just different from how it flows in my training room back in whatever weird dimension that exists in. Here the darkness carries the flavor of car exhaust and winter cold, the scent of too many people packed into too small a space, the underlying hum of a city that never really sleeps even when it pretends to.

  I curl tighter in Jason's shadow, the primal magic book tucked under my arm where it's been for the past 2 days since Protector gave it to me. Let me choose, the drive or the book. The people who hurt me or, 3 pillers of primal magic, as it turns out. The blanket-cloak wraps around me, warm even here in the strange not-quite-physical space where shadows become places rather than just absences of light. The material shifts against my skin, soft and comforting in a way that makes my chest hurt sometimes when I think about it too much.

  Jason's footsteps create subtle vibrations through the shadow network. I can feel each step transmitted through the darkness, Mike Tanner walking beside him, their conversation floating down to me in fragments. Something about survival school logistics, about Jason and Grace's upcoming trip into the woods, about winter gear suppliers. Normal stuff. Boring stuff. The kind of conversation people have when they don't know a seven-year-old is listening from inside the literal darkness beneath their feet while calculating how to, eventually, kill one of them.

  My fingers trace the edge of the primal magic book's cover, feeling the texture of whatever material it's bound in. Two days ago I sat with Jason and Grace, played that TTRPG game with the weird dice and the character sheets and all the rules that somehow made sense when Jason explained them. I'd expected to hate it, honestly. Expected it to be stupid and pointless and a waste of time that could be spent training. Hell, Morgen had to bribe me with chocolate to even get me to go, even if I had fun makeing that red angel retainer character.

  But it wasn't.

  It was actually kind of fun. Creating a character, deciding who she'd be, what she'd care about, how she'd respond to problems. Rolling dice to see if my character succeeded or failed at things. Working with Jason's character and Grace's weird ranger lady to solve problems that weren't about killing people or surviving threats even if they both forgot that Grace wanted to become a druid.

  Just playing.

  When was the last time I actually played something? Not training exercises disguised as games, not tactical simulations with stuffed animals standing in for actual targets, but real playing where the point was just to have fun and see what happened?

  I don't remember. Not since they put mom, not Himiko, in a box when I was 4, at least. Maybe never. Maybe that's the point of dad giving me the cloak, letting Kavuks drop it in my hands with that strange hollow look in his black eyes. Maybe that's what everyone keeps trying to tell me when they ask what happens after.

  After I show Jason what he did. After I make him see the little girl he could have saved if he'd just paid attention. After I finish what I came here to do. After I kill him so Grace won't see. She doesn't deserve that.

  The book shifts under my arm as Jason turns a corner, Mike still talking about something I'm not really listening to anymore. The systems apocalypse Jason told Grace about. November. The barriers between dimensions breaking down, monsters coming through, everything changing in ways nobody's ready for.

  Part of me had wanted to scoff when I overheard it. Another apocalypse? Really? But I've seen too much weird shit in my short life to dismiss anything outright anymore. If Jason says the world's ending in November, it probably is. Or at least something close enough to ending that the difference doesn't matter.

  I should care about that, probably. Should be worried or scared or making plans. But mostly I just feel kind of tired when I think about it. Another disaster. Another thing to survive. Another reason why being a Deathblade apprentice makes more sense than trying to have a normal childhood, not that I could do that last one even if I wanted too, which I don't.

  Except.

  Except that game was fun. And Grace's face when she talked about teaching Jason vigger, the absolute certainty in her voice that they'd protect Jason's family, that look of fierce determination mixed with something softer that I don't have a name for.

  And the cloak around me right now, radiating that constant gentle warmth that feels like what I imagine a real parent's hug might feel like if I'd ever had one that wasn't also assessing me for tactical weaknesses or who got put in a box because of me being born.

  Movement.

  My attention snaps back to the present, shadow-sense picking up a new presence. Someone's pacing them. Following Jason and Mike with deliberate precision, matching their speed, maintaining consistent distance. Female, based on the gait pattern. Tall, maybe six feet. Moving with the kind of fluid grace that speaks to serious combat training.

  The two men don't notice. Of course they don't. Jason's blind and while his other senses are good, they're not shadow-magic good. Mike's alert enough for a normal human but he's focused on the conversation, on keeping Jason oriented on the icy sidewalk, not on scanning for threats he has no reason to expect.

  I tense, fingers finding the handle of my axe. The weapon feels solid in my grip, reassuringly real even here in the shadow realm. Not attacking yet. Just ready. Just waiting.

  The woman flickers.

  It's subtle, barely perceptible even to my enhanced senses. One moment she's walking on the sidewalk twenty feet behind them, the next she's not quite there, her image wavering like the heat distortion over summer pavement. Then she's gone entirely.

  Shit.

  I pull deeper into Jason's shadow, making myself as small and unnoticeable as possible. Some kind of stealth field, obviously, and a good one if it can hide someone completely from even my shadow-sight. Which means whoever this is knows what they're doing and has access to tech or magic well beyond anything I've encountered before. Bet's on tech, though. Magic, all magic has a flaver, and this just smells like nothing.

  A presence materializes inside the shadow with me.

  I spin, axe coming up automatically, muscles coiling for a strike that could take someone's head off if I committed to it. But I freeze mid-motion because the woman is just standing there, arms loose at her sides, no weapons drawn, expression calm and almost amused.

  She's tall, probably six-foot-two, with that kind of build that speaks to serious military training combined with genetic modifications. Fit without being bulky, powerful without being obvious about it. Her face is striking rather than pretty, all sharp angles and intense blue eyes that remind me weirdly of Jason's even though hers actually focus on things. Short dark hair, practical clothing that somehow manages to look both casual and tactical at the same time.

  But it's the way she carries herself that really gets my attention. The absolute confidence of someone who's fought in real wars, who's killed people professionally, who's survived things that would break most humans. There's something familiar about it, something that reminds me of dad even though she's clearly not a deathblade.

  "Easy, kid," she says, voice carrying a slight accent I can't quite place. Not hostile. Just calm. Like appearing in someone's shadow without warning is totally normal behavior. "I'm not here to hurt you." Before, with a shrug: "also if I was, I would have sniped you with a light goss cannon at 1000 kilometers out, thouh with the atmospheric drag, it would be more like 500 kilometers. Maybee the guilders had the right idea, just telling planets to fuck off, please and thankyou."

  I don't lower the axe. "Who are you?"

  She glances up at Jason's shadow-form above us, then back to me. "Astrid. Commander Astrid, technically, though the rank doesn't mean much in this reality." A slight smile crosses her face. "I'm bonded to a Jason too. Different variant, different circumstances, but family nonetheless, now. Mine, nonetheless."

  "A Jason variant sent you to check on this one?"

  "Not exactly." Astrid shifts her weight, somehow making the movement seem both relaxed and ready to spring into action if needed. "I'm here because of you, actually. Because a seven-year-old with Deathblade training and shadow magic is following a civilian Jason variant around in his literal shadow, and that combination of factors tends to lead to people takeing notice."

  My grip tightens on the axe handle. "I'm not going to hurt him." I don't add the "yet", because this woman doesn't need to know that. Also if she's like Grace is becomeing to another variant, then someone's probably already let that Jason know what's going on here. Durge or Jar maybee, given the tech as uposed to magic.

  "I know." Her expression softens slightly. "If you wanted to kill him, he'd be dead already. You've had plenty of opportunities. Which is actually why I'm here talking instead of extracting you by force."

  "Extracting me?"

  "Systems apocalypses aren't places for children," Astrid says, and there's something genuinely gentle in her tone now. "Regardless of how capable the children are. Regardless of what training they've received or what modifications they're carrying. Kids shouldn't have to survive the end of the world." Before, quieter now: "I'd know."

  She reaches into a pocket, moving slowly enough that I can track every motion, and pulls out a small device. Cylindrical, about the size of my thumb, made from some kind of black metal that seems to absorb light. She holds it up for me to see.

  "This is a token. Dimensional coordinates encoded in quantum state, linked to my ship. If you activate it, I'll extract you immediately. No questions asked, no judgment rendered, no debt incurred. You'll have a place on the Astrid, safe quarters, training if you want it, or just a chance to be a kid for a while."

  I stare at the device, then back at her face. "Why?"

  "Because my Jason would want me to." Simple. Certain. Like it's the most obvious thing in the world. "Because children deserve better than this. And because you get to choose, Mia. That's important. This isn't about kidnapping you or forcing you into anything. It's about giving you options."

  She extends her hand, the token resting on her palm. I don't move to take it.

  "I'm fine," I say flatly, putting all the certainty I can manage into the words. My eyes drift past her, focusing on Jason's shadow-form above us, on the man walking obliviously through Toronto winter while I plot in the darkness beneath his feet. "I don't need to be extracted."

  "Fine is a pretty low bar," Astrid observes, but she doesn't push. Just keeps her hand extended, patient. Waiting.

  I glare at Jason's back, or what passes for his back in shadow-form, and something must show in my expression because Astrid steps sideways, deliberately blocking my line of sight. The movement is smooth, natural, not aggressive but definitely intentional.

  "Revenge won't get you what you're looking for," she says quietly. "Trust me on this. I would know."

  I turn the glare on her instead. She's tall enough that I have to crane my neck back to meet her eyes properly, which is annoying. "I'm not doing this for revenge."

  "No?" One eyebrow rises slightly.

  "No." The word comes out harder than I intend, anger bleeding through despite my best efforts. "I'm doing this to make sure Jason can't hurt anyone else the way he hurt me. There's a difference."

  Astrid considers this, actually considers it rather than dismissing it outright the way most adults would. Her blue eyes study me with an intensity that feels like being scanned, like she's reading layers of meaning in my stance and expression that I'm not consciously transmitting.

  Finally, she nods. Slowly. Once.

  Then she reaches out with her other hand and drops the token into my palm before I can pull away. The metal feels warm against my skin, heavier than something that small should be.

  "For if you change your mind," she says simply.

  I close my fingers around it automatically, feeling the strange surface texture that's not quite metal, not quite something else. The thing seems to pulse faintly, some kind of energy signature too subtle for normal humans to detect but clear as day to my enhanced senses.

  Her gaze shifts to the primal magic book tucked under my arm, and her expression changes. Not quite approval, but something close to it. Respect, maybe.

  "Good choice of reading material," she comments. "Primal magic's one of the more reliable systems when dimensional barriers start breaking down. The principles don't change when reality gets fucky."

  "How did you do that?" The question bursts out before I can stop it. "The stealth thing. That wasn't shadow magic."

  Her smile widens, becoming more genuine. "No, it wasn't. Different trick entirely. You want to learn it?"

  I do. The admission hurts a little, wanting to learn something from a stranger instead of from dad or one of his people, but the desire is strong enough that I can't quite hide it.

  "You'll have to come to the fleet for that," Astrid says, reading my reaction easily. "Which is what the token's for."

  "I'm not joining your marines."

  She laughs. Actually laughs, the sound carrying genuine amusement rather than mockery. "Kid, that's not how I recruit. And I don't recruit children, period." The humor fades slightly, replaced by something more serious. "When my Jason offered you a place among my forces, it was with the understanding that you'd be given a chance to grow first. Years of it. Training would only start after you'd had time to just be a person, not a weapon in development."

  She pauses, studying me again with that intense blue gaze. "Though I still think you'd make a better officer than ground pounder. You've got the tactical mind for command."

  "I won't be joining the officers either," I state firmly.

  "Fair enough." Another nod, accepting my refusal without argument or pressure. "But that brings up an interesting question, doesn't it?"

  She gestures at Jason's back, at the oblivious man walking through winter cold while his shadow carries a seven-year-old assassin. The motion encompasses everything, the whole complicated situation I've gotten myself into.

  "What happens after?" Astrid asks. "After this is done, after you've shown him whatever you're planning to show him, after you've ensured he can't hurt anyone else? Will you just settle down? Make pizzas?"

  The question hits harder than I expect, making something twist uncomfortably in my chest. Everyone keeps asking me this. Dad. Kavuks. Durge. Now this stranger from a different reality who serves a different Jason. What happens after. What comes next. What I'm going to do with the rest of my life once I've finished my revenge that I keep insisting isn't revenge.

  "I don't know," I admit quietly, the words tasting like defeat.

  Astrid's expression softens. She takes a step toward the shadow's edge, toward the boundary where this strange not-quite-physical space meets normal reality. Then she pauses, turning back to look at me one more time.

  "étienne loves you, Mia." Her voice carries absolute certainty, the same kind of conviction Grace had when she promised to protect Jason's family. "He is proud of you. He just doesn't know how to show it more than he already has."

  Then she's gone. Not walking away, not fading gradually. Just gone, vanishing in a shimmer that leaves no trace behind except the token in my hand and the lingering scent of ozone in the shadow-space.

  I stand there for what feels like a long time but probably isn't more than a few seconds, processing. The token feels heavy in my palm, this physical proof that somewhere out there is an escape route if I want it. A place that isn't about surviving or training or being useful. Just a place to be.

  The cloak wraps tighter around me automatically, responding to emotional need I'm not admitting to. The warmth seeps through me, gentle and constant, that feeling of being loved without conditions that still makes my chest hurt when I focus on it too long.

  Everyone keeps trying to get me to think about what happens after Jason's dead. After I've proven what I came here to prove, shown him what his inattention cost, made sure he understands he can't just ignore little girls in trouble without consequences.

  The thing is, I haven't figured out how to actually do that last part yet. The whole plan kind of falls apart at the "show him what he did" stage. I can't exactly drop out of his shadow onto his living room floor and go "surprise, remember me?" It doesn't work that way. Shadow magic has rules, limitations, specific mechanics that make dramatically confronting someone about past sins more complicated than I'd like. Also, he didn't recognise me at the game. So. Maybee if I called Dave and asked him to make up a senario? The big guy with the axe that will break soon and he'll need another one? Could work. Maybee.

  But that's not the point, right? The point is I'm here. Following. Watching. Waiting for the right moment that I can't quite define.

  Except everyone wants me to think about after. After Jason. After revenge that isn't revenge. After all of this is done.

  The blanket-cloak shifts again, warm where it's wrapped around my shoulders and torso and legs. Letting me curl into a little ball if I want, letting me be small and protected instead of alert and dangerous. Being a child instead of being this.

  Jason and Mike reach his front door. I can feel Jason fishing in his pocket for keys, hear Mike making some joke about frozen locks that Jason laughs at. Normal friend stuff. Normal human interaction between people who care about each other in uncomplicated ways.

  The key slides into the lock. The door opens. Warm air rushes out, carrying the scent of the house, of family, of home.

  I stay in the shadow as Jason enters, as Mike follows him inside, as the door closes behind them. The shadow network extends into the house, following Jason like it always does, carrying me along like unwanted cargo he doesn't know he's transporting.

  The token sits heavy in my hand. The book presses against my ribs under my arm. The cloak wraps me in warmth that asks nothing in return.

  And I think, just for a second, that maybe I should start considering what everyone keeps asking me to consider.

  What happens after?

  Assuming that Grace doesn't just kill me when I kill her jason, anyway.

  ---Bearee---

  I move between the kitchen counter and the stove, assembling the remaining ingredients for tonight's stew. The cutting board is crowded with diced carrots and potatoes, waiting to join the onions already sizzling in the pot. The rich aroma of beef stock fills the kitchen, comforting and familiar amid the strange tension of the evening.

  The doorbell chimes, interrupting my thoughts. I hear Jason's voice greeting someone, followed by Grace's measured tones. Then a third voice—unfamiliar, male, with a rougher edge than I'm used to hearing in our home.

  Wiping my hands on a dish towel, I step out of the kitchen just as Jason leads Grace and a weathered-looking man in his fifties into our living room. The stranger is tall and lean, with the kind of wiry muscle that comes from physical labor rather than gyms. His clothes are clean but visibly worn—a jacket that's been patched multiple times, boots with soles beginning to separate at the edges.

  "Mom," Jason says with that slightly nervous pitch I recognize from whenever he's uncertain of my reaction, "this is Mike Tanner. The one who helped me out the other day. I invited him for dinner."

  Grace steps forward, perfectly poised as always. "I hope there is sufficient lasagna," she says, her eyes meeting mine directly. "Mike Tanner has been assisting with his vigger development while providing valuable tactical insights regarding urban survival."

  I blink, processing several things at once—that my son has invited someone to dinner without asking, that this someone appears to be homeless, and that he's apparently involved in whatever this "vigger" energy is that restored my son's sight and showed him several different versions of himself that talked about the end of the world.

  "It's very nice to meet you, Mike," I say, professional counselor mode engaging automatically. "There's plenty of food—I always make extra."

  Mike shifts uncomfortably, his posture suggesting he's not used to being in homes like ours. "I told them this wasn't necessary, ma'am. Don't want to impose."

  Before I can respond, the doorbell chimes again. Jason's face brightens. "That'll be Dave. He said he might stop by to go over some equipment details for our forest trip."

  Great. Now it's becoming a proper dinner party.

  Dave's broad form fills the doorway when Jason opens it, his wild beard and flannel shirt, at least he's not going around bare-chested, making him look more like a lumberjack than the owner of a survival school. He carries a folder tucked under one arm and a bottle of, Maypom? Is the label though I've never heard of the stuff, in his free hand.

  "Evening, Bearee," he booms, handing me the maypom. "Hope you don't mind me crashing your dinner. Jason said you always cook enough to feed a small army."

  His eyes widen slightly when he notices Mike standing awkwardly by the couch. "Well, I'll be damned. Mike Tanner? What are you doing here?"

  Mike looks equally surprised. "Dave? From Northern Edge?"

  Dave laughs, stepping forward to clasp the other man's shoulder. "Small world! I didn't realize you were the Mike that Grace mentioned." He turns to us, excitement evident in his expression. "This guy helped me design the rock climbing wall at Northern Edge years ago. Best structural advice I ever got."

  Mike shrugs, though I detect a hint of pride beneath his discomfort. "Just did what any carpenter with thirty years' experience would do."

  "Thirty years in construction?" my husband's voice joins the conversation as Magnen emerges from his basement workshop, eyes lighting up with interest. "Commercial or residential?"

  "Both," Mike answers, his posture relaxing slightly now that the conversation has turned to familiar territory. "Foreman for Bradshaw Construction until they went under in '19. Been hard to find steady work since then, especially at my age." Before: "fuck covid."

  Grace, who had been observing this exchange with her usual analytical focus, interjects. "His hand calluses indicate extensive experience with precision tools—primarily woodworking, though there are distinctive markers of masonry work as well."

  Mike just gives a small chuckle, seemingly unfazed by Grace's unusual observation. "After the geese and crows went at it with what sounded like automatic weapons this morning—the birds, I mean, not the new gangs—Grace knowing what I've been doing for thirty years just by looking at my hands isn't really the strangest thing I've experienced lately." He flexes his weathered fingers. "Especially since I've got this magical life-force thing keeping me mostly warm now, when I've got enough food in me, at least."

  I catch Jason's eye across the room, noting how he tenses at the casual mention of what must be vigger—this mysterious energy that's somehow become central to our lives these past weeks. He's been reluctant to discuss it in detail, despite my gentle probing. Classic Jason—ignoring things until they either go away or become too big to sweep under the rug anymore. I've hoped since childhood that he'd outgrow this habit, but he seems determined to maintain it well into adulthood. Maybee Grace can help him with that?

  "I need to get back to the lasagna," I announce, grateful for the excuse to retreat to the familiar territory of my kitchen. "Grace, would you mind helping me? The bread needs to come out of the oven."

  Grace provides her characteristic single, precise nod and follows me into the kitchen without hesitation. From the living room, I hear Magnen eagerly discussing his basement renovation plans with Mike, while Dave chimes in with questions about potential improvements to Northern Edge's facilities.

  In the kitchen, Grace moves with that eerie efficiency that still unsettles me after two weeks of cohabitation. She retrieves the oven mitts without being told, opening the oven door with precise timing to extract the perfectly golden loaves of sourdough I started yesterday.

  "Your bread preparation demonstrates considerable skill," she observes, placing the loaves on the cooling rack exactly as I showed her during her first week with us. "The fermentation process appears optimal."

  "Thank you," I reply, stirring the béchamel sauce for the lasagna. "It's therapeutic—all that kneading and waiting."

  Grace considers this as she begins layering the pasta sheets and sauce in the baking dish, her movements displaying surprising dexterity for someone who claimed limited cooking experience. "Physical manipulation of dough provides tactile feedback while activating neural pathways associated with creativity," she states matter-of-factly. "The waiting periods enforce patience. Both are valuable survival skills."

  I can't help but smile at her unexpected insight. "I've never thought of baking bread as a survival skill before."

  "All skills that promote mental and physical well-being enhance survival probability," Grace says seriously, spreading the ricotta mixture with geometric precision. "Additionally, carbohydrates provide necessary energy reserves for high-stress scenarios."

  We work in comfortable silence for a few minutes, completing the lasagna assembly with a final layer of mozzarella and parmesan. As I slide the dish into the oven, I decide to broach a subject that's been bothering me.

  "Grace, about this... death oath between you and Jason."

  Her hands pause momentarily in the act of washing a spoon, the only indication that my words have affected her. "He has discussed it with you?"

  "Not willingly," I admit. "But I'm a therapist, Grace. I notice things—the way he tenses when it's mentioned, how he tries to change the subject." I turn to face her directly. "I know there's some kind of bond between you, something that goes beyond normal friendship or gratitude. And I know it makes Jason deeply uncomfortable."

  Grace's expression remains neutral, but something flickers in her eyes—a momentary uncertainty that humanizes her usually impassive features. "The death oath is a standard practice in my homeland," she explains, her voice measured. "When one person saves another's life, a binding obligation is created. Until that debt is repaid, the saved cannot harm the savior."

  "And if the savior dies?" I press, intuition leading me to the heart of what troubles my son, since that alone wouldn't be enough to trouble him, and he didn't tell us everything yesterday.

  Grace meets my gaze directly. "Then the saved also dies, as the oath remains unfulfilled."

  My stomach tightens at the confirmation. No wonder Jason skirts around the topic—the idea that Grace's survival is literally tied to his would be a terrible burden, especially for someone with his protective instincts.

  "Jason does not know this aspect of the oath," Grace acknowledges, apparently reading my expression. "I should perhaps have explained the full parameters earlier."

  "Yes," I agree, "you should have."

  Grace tilts her head slightly, studying me with that unnerving focus. "You are not asking if such bonds are possible. You have accepted that I am from another reality."

  It's not a question, but I answer anyway. "When my blind son suddenly gained the ability to see in three hundred and sixty degrees, courtesy of a woman who can punch through trees and heal broken bones with a touch, interdimensional travel seemed like just another impossibility becoming possible." I sigh, turning back to the counter to slice the bread. "Besides, nothing else adequately explains you, Grace."

  She seems to accept this assessment without offense. "In my homeland, the death oath is considered a practical mechanism for ensuring loyalty and reciprocal protection. It is not viewed as burdensome, merely as a natural consequence of life-saving intervention."

  "But Jason didn't know he was signing up for any of that when he brought you in from the cold," I point out, before. "Though, Jason being Jason, he would have done it, brought you in, anyway. He's not someone to just leave someone to die if he can help it, and he could, and did, then."

  "No," Grace agrees, something softening around her eyes as she speaks. "Your world's customs regarding life-saving are different. Here, it is considered 'the decent thing to do,' without expectation of binding obligation." She pauses, something like confusion crossing her features. "This continues to perplex me. Survival resources are limited. Why expend them without guarantee of reciprocal advantage? Why endanger yourself by bringing an unknown into you're dwelling? I could have killed him. Hurt him at minimum. Weaponized this world's laws and regulations against him, though I find that last consept uphorent for several related reasons."

  The question is so quintessentially Grace that I almost laugh despite the seriousness of our conversation. "Because we believe human life has intrinsic value, Grace. Not just instrumental value based on what someone can do for us in return. Also, well. We hope that if we do something for others, Jason bringing you inside, that they would have done the same for us, given reversed, well, the situation was reversed."

  She considers this, her head tilting in that bird-like way that suggests she's processing unfamiliar information. "Jason has expressed similar sentiments. It is... an unusual perspective from where I come from."

  A timer beeps, saving me from having to respond to this rather disturbing insight into her homeland. As I check on the lasagna, Grace returns to precisely arranging the sliced bread in a basket, her movements betraying none of the philosophical weight of our conversation.

  "Can I ask you something, Grace?" I say, closing the oven door. "Jason mentioned that he asked you to filter out Magnen's and my scent profiles, but not his own. Why is that?"

  Grace pauses, considering her response. "Jason stated that it would be beneficial for me to maintain awareness of his emotional state, as I can detect nuances that might otherwise be missed." Her voice softens almost imperceptibly. "He said that everyone else can see the expressions on his face, and it's 'nice sometimes when I can say something about him when he doesn't know how to explain what he's feeling himself.'"

  The insight catches me off guard—both Jason's willingness to be so emotionally transparent with Grace and her apparent comfort in serving as his emotional interpreter. It's a level of intimacy I hadn't fully appreciated until now.

  "I see," I murmur, absorbing this new understanding of their relationship. "And you're comfortable with that role?"

  Grace considers this question with characteristic thoroughness. "It is tactically advantageous to understand emotional states accurately," she says finally. "In my homeland, such knowledge would be used for strategic advantage. Here..." She hesitates, seeming to search for words. "Here, it serves a different purpose. Integration. Connection." Another pause. "It is not uncomfortable, Bearee."

  From anyone else, this would be a lukewarm assessment at best. From Grace, it feels like a profound revelation.

  Our conversation is interrupted by the sounds of Magnen leading Mike and Dave into the dining room, their animated discussion about load-bearing walls and foundation integrity carrying clearly into the kitchen. Jason trails behind them, his movements displaying that newfound confidence I've noticed since his sight returned.

  "Need any help?" he asks, his blue eyes still finding me despite their milky sheen. The fact that he can see now still startles me sometimes—the miracle of it, the impossibility made manifest.

  "Could you set the table for six?" I ask, pulling the lasagna from the oven. The rich aroma of tomato, herbs, and cheese fills the kitchen, making my stomach rumble despite my lingering concerns about death oaths and interdimensional bonds.

  As we gather around the table, I observe the unlikely assembly—my husband and son, a survival school owner, a homeless construction worker, and a woman from another reality who is bound to my son by some mystical oath. Not exactly the family dinner I envisioned when I started the lasagna this morning.

  Dave launches into an animated retelling of Grace's first day at Northern Edge as we pass around the steaming dish of lasagna and bread. "You should have seen her with the students," he chuckles, accepting a generous portion. "Carter's medical class has never been so attentive. Half of them were terrified, half were fascinated."

  Grace maintains her perfect posture as she accepts her plate, the smallest hint of pride visible only to those who've learned to read her micro-expressions. "The military individuals provided useful cultural translation assistance."

  "Cultural translation?" Jason asks, grinning. "What does that mean?"

  "They explained my instructions in what they termed 'regular people talk,'" Grace clarifies, carefully cutting her lasagna into perfectly proportioned pieces. "Apparently, my explanation of chest compression techniques was overly precise."

  "She told them to apply pressure at thirty-eight point six percent of maximum compression strength," Dave explains, barely containing his laughter. "One student asked how they were supposed to measure that, and Grace said, and I quote, 'If the ribs crack, you have exceeded optimal pressure parameters.'"

  Magnen nearly chokes on his maypom. "Effective, if somewhat alarming, instruction technique."

  "Functional results supersede comfort considerations in emergency scenarios," Grace states seriously, though I detect the faintest hint of what might be humor in her eyes.

  Jason beams with unmistakable pride. "Grace is going to revolutionize their curriculum. She knows things no one else does."

  The obvious admiration in his voice touches something in me—motherly concern mixed with cautious hope. Whatever is happening between them, whatever strange bond they share, there's genuine affection beneath the interdimensional complications. For both of them. Between, both of them, not just Jason.

  "The food is exceptional," Mike comments, savoring another bite of lasagna. "Haven't had a home-cooked meal like this in... well, longer than I care to remember."

  "Grace helped with the assembly," I note, watching as the young woman in question straightens infinitesimally at the acknowledgment. "She has a remarkably steady hand for layering."

  "Optimal distribution ensures consistent texture and taste throughout the dish," Grace explains seriously. "It is both tactically sound and culinarily advantageous."

  Jason catches my eye across the table, his smile warm and genuine. There's something in how he keeps glancing toward Grace, a softness in his expression I haven't seen before. More surprising is that despite his new three-dimensional vision, he seems to have difficulty focusing directly on flat surfaces like his plate. Yet he's perfectly attuned to Grace's presence—her movements, her subtle shifts in posture, the rare moments when her expression changes.

  The conversation flows naturally toward Northern Edge as we eat, with Dave describing the facility's expansion plans and Mike occasionally offering construction insights that make Dave's eyes light up with enthusiasm.

  "I've been wanting to add a secondary structure for advanced training," Dave explains between bites of bread. "Something with movable internal walls that can simulate different environments."

  "Modular design would be most efficient," Mike suggests. "I worked on something similar for a corporate training center a few years back. Less expensive than you might think, especially if you use reclaimed materials."

  "The current configuration wastes approximately twenty-three percent of available space," Grace adds, her tone suggesting she's been conducting mental calculations throughout the meal. "A redesign with tactical optimization parameters could increase the functional training area by at least thirty percent."

  Dave points his fork at her, grinning. "See? This is why I hired her. Cold as ice sometimes, but the woman knows her stuff."

  "Thought you hired her because she split 3 arrows, Dave?" Jason says, grinning.

  "I simply utalized my training to it's full potential." Grace notes, though her upper lip quirks up ever so slightly while she glances at Jason.

  "Well." Dave says with a shrug. "the interview, the arrows, and the restructuring our classes. All one thing, really?" He shrugs and everyone goes back to eating.

  We're just finishing the main course when Jason reaches for his water glass, taking a large gulp. Suddenly, he stiffens, his eyes widening as he clutches at his throat. The ice cube he'd been sucking has lodged in his airway.

  In the split second it takes me to register what's happening, both Grace and Mike are already moving. Grace pushes back from the table with that uncanny speed of hers, but Mike gets there first. He's behind Jason in an instant, arms wrapping around my son's chest, delivering a perfectly executed Heimlich maneuver with his left fist.

  The ice cube flies from Jason's mouth, skittering across the hardwood floor as he doubles over, coughing. My heart hammers against my ribs, the momentary terror giving way to relief.

  Grace has frozen halfway out of her chair, her expression unreadable as she watches Mike supporting Jason. Something flickers in her eyes—something I can't quite name but recognize as significant.

  "You good?" Mike asks, patting Jason's back as the coughing subsides.

  "Yeah," Jason wheezes, straightening up with watery eyes. "Jesus. Choking to death on a fucking piece of water would be a really pathetic way to die." He coughs again, face red with embarrassment. "Though I guess it's better than a carrot, at least."

  "Language," I reprimand automatically, though my voice lacks conviction. The flash of fear hasn't fully dissipated, the addrenilon still flowing through my system.

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  As Jason returns to his seat, he grumbles something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like, "I wish I could have just reinforced my lungs with vigger like when Grace got an ice cube caught in her throat that one time, dam it."

  My ears perk up at the familiar term—"vigger"—though I've heard Jason and Grace discuss it enough to have a basic understanding. Grace is watching Jason with that predatory focus of hers, like a hawk that's spotted movement in the grass.

  "I will assist you in developing that capability," Grace states with unsettling precision, "so you will not die the next time. I was slow to react, and slowness results in death. As such. I will not be slow again."

  Her matter-of-fact tone sends a chill down my spine.

  "Additionally," she continues offhandedly, as if commenting on the weather, "your death would result in my own, as the oath stipulates." Well, fuck. Should have told Grace to, deliver that a little bit more. Well. Not here, and not now? In private, maybee?

  The table falls into sudden, awkward silence as Jason's gaze snaps to Grace with a look of horror and something else, rage maybee? Evident. Yeah. Next time this pops up, I'm going to tell Grace to talk with Jason about it in private, and not at the dinner table.

  Dave clears his throat, clearly sensing the sudden tension but unsure of its source. He glances between Jason and Grace with curiosity, but doesn't ask the obvious question. Smart man.

  "That lasagna was incredible," he says instead, smoothly changing the subject. "Bearee, you've outdone yourself."

  Grateful for his social grace, I nod. "Thank you, Dave. But save room for dessert. Magnen made his apple pie."

  Magnen smiles, though I can see his concern for Jason in the way his eyes keep darting toward our son. "Nothing special. Just my mother's recipe. Bearee helped with the crust."

  "I actually made it to give Jason and Grace something to bond over," he admits with a small chuckle. "I've noticed Grace has a bit of a sweet tooth, especially since the ice cream incident."

  Grace tilts her head, considering this statement with apparent seriousness. "Sweet flavors indicate high caloric density, which is tactically advantageous for energy storage." Despite her practical explanation, there's something almost defensive in her tone that makes me smile despite the lingering tension.

  ---

  As we finish our dessert—the apple pie Magnen insisted on making this morning—I find myself studying our strange dinner guests. Grace eats with her usual methodical precision, each bite carefully portioned and consumed with intense focus, though there's a subtle eagerness in how quickly she takes the next forkful of pie that makes it clear she's really enjoying this.

  Across the table, Mike savors his pie with unabashed pleasure, closing his eyes briefly with each forkful. "This is incredible," he says, glancing at Magnen. "Best apple pie I've had in years."

  Jason remains unusually quiet, his focus seemingly turned inward. I can practically see him processing Grace's casual revelation about their linked mortality, his expression cycling through confusion, concern, and something deeper—a profound discomfort with the responsibility now literally weighing on his shoulders.

  After dessert, as Grace helps me clear the table, Dave launches into another story about her first day at Northern Edge.

  "So there's Grace, standing in front of Carter's medical class, explaining how to treat hypothermia," he says, his storytelling voice engaging everyone at the table except Jason, who remains distracted. "And this corporate type asks if rubbing someone's limbs to warm them up is recommended. Grace just stares at him for a solid five seconds and says, 'Rubbing frostbitten tissue accelerates cellular destruction through ice crystal movement, resulting in increased tissue death. This would be counterproductive unless amputation is the desired outcome.'"

  Mike laughs, a surprisingly warm sound from such a weathered man. "Bet that shut him up fast."

  "That poor guy looked like he might need medical attention himself," Dave confirms. "Though I've got to say, no one in that class is likely to forget her advice."

  Grace returns from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a dish towel. "Effective education requires retention of critical information," she states matter-of-factly. "Fear enhances memory formation."

  Jason finally seems to refocus on the conversation, though his expression remains troubled. "Grace believes in learning through memorable examples," he says, a weak attempt at his usual humor. "Usually involving the words 'death,' 'fatal,' or 'amputation.'"

  Suddenly, Grace goes completely rigid. Her dish towel drops from her hand, hitting the floor with a soft thump. Her eyes fix on a point beyond the window, and her entire body freezes so completely she might be carved from stone. What alarms me most isn't the sudden stillness though, it's the blank emptiness that sweeps across her face—like someone's switched off all the lights in a building.

  "Grace?" Jason asks, immediately alert.

  She doesn't respond. Doesn't move. Doesn't even seem to breathe.

  Jason is on his feet instantly, moving toward her with a certainty that would have been impossible before his sight was restored. "Grace," he repeats, concern bleeding into his voice. "What do you see?"

  Still no response. Just that eerie stillness, that vacant stare.

  Mike rises slowly, moving to the window with cautious deliberation. "I don't see anything out there."

  "Grace," Jason tries again, real worry now evident in his voice. "Is it a shadow?"

  That single word—"shadow"—seems to reach her. A small tremor passes through her body, and she gives a barely perceptible nod.

  "Human-shaped," she whispers, her voice so faint I barely catch it. "At the edge of the trees."

  I peer out the window but see nothing unusual in the darkness beyond our yard. Yet the absolute certainty in Grace's rigid posture makes the hairs on my arms stand up.

  Magnen starts to rise, but Jason gestures for him to stay seated with a sharp "Stay."

  What happens next shocks me, though it is what Jason would do. Jason moves directly in front of Grace, blocking her view of the window, and places his hands firmly on her shoulders.

  "Grace," he says quietly, though his voice reveals clear concern. "Grace, what's happening?"

  For several long seconds, she remains frozen, unresponsive to his touch or voice. Then, slowly, her eyes seem to focus on his face.

  "Jason," she whispers, her voice so faint I barely catch it.

  "You're here with us," he says, clearly improvising. "In the house. You're safe. I'm here."

  She blinks rapidly, like someone waking from a nightmare. "Durge," she manages, the word strained.

  "Whatever it is, I'm blocking it," Jason assures her, still gripping her shoulders. "It can't see you now."

  A shudder runs through Grace's entire body, and but she doesn't pull away from Jason's touch. If anything, she seems to steady herself against it, taking comfort from my son's hands.

  We return to the table awkwardly, the incident hanging in the air like a storm cloud. Jason stays close to Grace, occasionally glancing at her with unhidden concern. She seems almost normal now, but I notice her hands tremble slightly as she picks up her fork, and twice she pauses mid-bite, as if listening for something none of the rest of us can hear.

  The conversation resumes with forced casualness, none of us quite willing to acknowledge what just happened. After several minutes, Grace suddenly looks toward the window again, but more calmly this time.

  "It's gone," she states flatly, though I detect a slight tremor in her voice.

  The relief in the room is palpable. Whatever triggered this episode—even if it's just an ordinary shadow that somehow provoked this extreme reaction, which is the rational explanation my mind desperately wants to believe—is no longer a threat.

  After dinner, Mike insists on helping with the dishes despite my protests. As he stands at the sink beside me, sleeves rolled up to reveal forearms corded with wiry muscle, I find myself reevaluating my initial judgment of the man.

  "You have a good home here," he says quietly, handing me a dripping plate. "Good family."

  "Thank you," I reply, unsure what else to say.

  "Grace is... unusual," he continues, his tone thoughtful. "But she cares about your son more than she probably realizes."

  I raise an eyebrow. "You gathered that from one dinner?"

  He chuckles. "I'm observant. Have to be, in my situation. And I recognize someone fighting their own instincts when I see it. She's not used to caring about people, but she's learning. With him."

  The observation strikes me as surprisingly insightful. Before I can respond, Magnen appears in the doorway.

  "Mike, I was thinking," he begins, his voice carrying an enthusiasm I haven't heard in months. "If you're interested, I could use some help with that basement renovation. Nothing major, just a consultation to start. Paid, of course."

  Mike looks genuinely surprised. "I... That's very generous."

  "It's not charity," Magnen says firmly. "I need expertise, and you have it. Simple as that."

  I find myself nodding in agreement, surprising myself. "In fact, you're welcome to stay in our guest room tonight if you'd like. It's getting late."

  Mike glances between us, then shakes his head with a small smile. "I appreciate that, truly. But I've got a place to get back to. People who'll worry if I don't show." He pauses. "Maybe another time."

  I notice he doesn't specify what "place" he has to return to, but I don't press. Everyone deserves their dignity, and. Well. Mike's not got a lot of that left, I suspect, anyway.

  Once the kitchen is clean, Mike prepares to leave. Jason insists on giving him extra food wrapped in aluminum foil, and to my surprise, Magnen hands him a business card with our phone number.

  "For the consultation," he explains. "Call anytime."

  Dave steps forward, pulling on his coat. "I'll walk with you, Mike. Been meaning to ask you more about that modular wall system you mentioned." The two men disappear around the corner, already deep in conversation about construction techniques and wood types.

  After they leave, I find myself standing in the hallway watching as Jason and Grace head toward the basement door. The memory of Grace's strange episode during dinner still unsettles me—that vacant stare, the rigid posture, the whispered word "Durge" that seemed to carry some terrible significance.

  "Where are you two going?" I ask, unable to keep the protective edge from my voice.

  Jason pauses, hand on the basement doorknob. "Grace needs to take her mind off things after what happened at dinner," he says, his expression softening as he glances at her. "I thought we'd watch a movie on the old TV downstairs. Star Wars—she's never seen it, can you believe that?"

  I raise my eyebrows in surprise. Grace doesn't strike me as someone who enjoys science fiction—or any form of entertainment, really.

  "I'll join you with some popcorn," Magnen offers, appearing suddenly beside me. "Been meaning to check if that old DVD player still works anyway."

  Jason hesitates for just a fraction of a second before nodding. "Sure, Dad."

  I notice how Grace's posture has stiffened at the prospect of descending into the basement, her fingers flexing subtly at her sides—something I've come to recognize as her preparing for perceived danger. Yet she shows no hesitation in following Jason downstairs.

  "I'll help with the popcorn," I say, more curious than helpful. Something about their hasty change of plans doesn't quite ring true.

  The basement door opens, and I hear the distinctive click of the light switch being flipped on. Magnen and I head to the kitchen to prepare the popcorn, but when we return to the hallway, I hear his puzzled voice from the bottom of the stairs.

  "You don't need the lights on, do you, Jason?" Magnen asks. "Not after you explained how your sight works now."

  It's true. Since revealing his restored vision, Jason has described his peculiar 360-degree awareness—a sight that doesn't rely on light, that sees in complete darkness as easily as in bright sunshine but can't see through solid objects like glass.

  "I don't really need it," Jason confirms, his voice carrying up the stairwell. "I only have difficulty with two-dimensional things—screens, books, that sort of stuff. But regular objects in space? I can see those fine in the dark."

  "So why turn on the lights?" Magnen presses, his engineer's mind always pursuing logical consistency.

  I descend the stairs with the bowl of microwave popcorn, just in time to see Jason's casual shrug—a bit too studied to be genuine.

  "Force of habit, I guess," he says, moving toward the old sectional couch we keep in the basement living area.

  I observe Grace as she cautiously lowers herself onto the couch, her eyes constantly scanning the basement corners, her body held in that unnaturally perfect posture. Even seated, she looks ready to spring into action at any moment. Her discomfort is evident—she really doesn't like being underground.

  "I think he did it for Grace," I say quietly, the therapist in me automatically analyzing the situation. "She seems... concerned about being in the basement."

  Grace's eyes snap to mine, that eerie focus suddenly directed at me. For a brief moment, I glimpse something like surprise in her expression—as if she hadn't expected to be so easily read.

  "Closed spaces below ground level present tactical vulnerabilities," she acknowledges, her voice carrying that clinical detachment that somehow makes her statements more disturbing, not less. "Limited exit options. Reduced sight lines. Giant wolf spiders."

  Jason takes a seat beside her—slightly closer than necessary, I note with interest. "Nothing's going to ambush us here, Grace," he says, his tone gentle but firm. "This is one of the safest places you could be."

  "Statistical improbability does not equate to impossibility," she responds, though I notice her shoulders lower ever so slightly at his reassurance.

  Magnen catches my eye across the room, his expression mirroring my own thoughts. There's something almost tender in how Jason interacts with Grace—a careful attentiveness I've never seen him display before. And more surprising is how she responds to him, allowing his proximity when she maintains careful distance from everyone else.

  I place the popcorn on the coffee table and step back, suddenly feeling like an intruder in what should be a mundane movie night. "Well, enjoy your Star Wars," I say, noticing how Grace eyes the popcorn with scientific curiosity. "We'll leave you to it."

  Magnen nods, taking my cue. "Don't stay up too late," he adds, though the warning sounds perfunctory even to my ears. Jason's 28, after all, not 8.

  As we climb the stairs, leaving Jason and Grace to their movie, Magnen's hand finds mine. "He turned on the lights for her," he murmurs once we're out of earshot. "Not for us, not for himself. For her."

  "I know," I reply, squeezing his fingers. "He's trying to make her feel safe in a space she finds threatening."

  This simple act of consideration reveals more than any words could. Whatever is happening between my son and this strange, intense young woman, it's deeper than just a blind man having his sight restored by some mysterious energy manipulation. The way he anticipates her needs, the way she allows his closeness when she keeps everyone else at arm's length—there's a bond forming that transcends their outward differences.

  At the top of the stairs, I pause, looking back at the basement door now closed behind us. Whatever secrets Jason and Grace are keeping—whatever this "oath" truly entails—there's something genuine in their connection.

  For tonight, that's enough. The truth will emerge eventually. It always does.

  ---Grace---

  I follow Jason down the basement stairs, my shoulders involuntarily tensing as we descend below ground level. The confined space triggers automatic tactical assessment—limited exit options, restricted movement arcs, vulnerability to ambush from multiple vectors. My fingers flex at my sides, preparing for potential threats that my rational mind knows are unlikely in this controlled environment.

  Jason hits a light switch, illuminating the space with artificial brightness. "The lights are on now," he says, his voice carrying a gentleness I've come to recognize. "No wolf-spiders in sight."

  A small sound escapes me—not quite a word, more an acknowledgment of his consideration. The mention of wolf-spiders sends my muscles into further tension. The memory of their hunting packs emerges unbidden—the sound of multiple legs scraping against stone, the distinctive drip of venom from their fanged wolf mouths, the way they coordinate attacks with terrifying precision. The screams of my clanmates who didn't get out in time as they were torn apart.

  I force the memory aside, scanning the room with methodical thoroughness—corner to corner, ceiling to floor, cataloging potential weapons, cover positions, and escape routes. Three possible exits: the stairs behind us, a small window to the east that would require breaking, and what appears to be a utility access panel that likely connects to external spaces. Acceptable, if not optimal.

  Jason watches my assessment, his eyes tracking my movements with unusual attentiveness. Since the vigger healing restored his sight, he observes everything with an intensity that reminds me of youngbloods experiencing their first winter hunt—that mixture of wonder and focused learning.

  "Want to watch a movie?" he asks, gesturing toward the black rectangular device mounted on the wall.

  I tilt my head, processing the unfamiliar term. "Movie?"

  Jason's lips curve upward—the expression I've learned indicates genuine amusement rather than mockery. "It's like... a story told with moving pictures," he explains, then his forehead creases slightly. "It's easier to show you, though. Trust me?"

  The question hangs between us, weighted with meaning beyond its simple structure. Trust is a tactical vulnerability in my homeland—a luxury afforded only to proven clan members after years of demonstrated loyalty. Yet here, in this strange world with its different rules and strange customs, I find myself responding with something other than violence.

  "I do."

  Jason turns away quickly, but not before I catch the subtle shifts in his expression—widened pupils, softened eye muscles, elevated color in the facial capillaries, sent warming while shifting to something complex. His emotional reaction to my simple affirmation remains puzzling but not unpleasant to witness.

  He retrieves a small disc from a nearby storage unit and inserts it into another device beneath the wall-mounted rectangle. "This is Star Wars," he explains while manipulating various controls. "It's a story about space—you know, stars, planets, that stuff—and people fighting against an evil empire."

  "Like the Slayor Lords," I observe, drawing a parallel to the brutal conquering forces that occasionally threatened settlements along our northern borders.

  "Sure, exactly like that," Jason agrees, though his scent carries the distinctive markers of confusion. He settles beside me on the seating platform as light and sound suddenly emerge from the wall device.

  I maintain optimal posture as the "movie" begins, analyzing the displayed imagery with tactical focus. The technology is fascinating—far more advanced than anything in my homeland, yet primitive compared to the artifacts I've glimpsed in the Jade Empire's border outposts. The moving pictures show spacecraft far larger than tactically feasible, weapons that defy basic physics principles, and beings with anatomical structures unlike any I've encountered.

  My attention divides between analyzing the fictional combat scenarios on screen and maintaining awareness of Jason beside me. His body temperature radiates a pleasant warmth in the cooler basement environment. Though we don't touch, I can precisely measure the distance between us—23.7 centimeters at the closest point. Close enough for rapid response if threats emerge, yet respecting the personal boundaries I've established.

  The incident upstairs—the shadow-figure at the edge of the trees—remains a persistent discomfort in my awareness. I recognized the distinctive silhouette instantly—Durge's unmistakable form, twin blades visible even at that distance. Yet when I attempted to focus, to confirm the sighting, something unusual occurred. My perception seemed to distort, consciousness slipping sideways in a manner similar to what Jason described after his vigger pathways opened too quickly. Like when he would think of the deathoath, but physicle instead of mental.

  I do not tell Jason this. The strategic advantage of revealing my momentary vulnerability seems minimal compared to the potential drawback of causing him unnecessary concern. His touch during the episode—hands on my shoulders, body positioned between me and the perceived threat—was unexpected but not unwelcome. The physical contact somehow anchored me when my awareness was slipping, regardless of the fact that he did not, as he promiced that he would, ask my permission before touching me.

  Heavy footsteps descend the stairs, interrupting my analysis. Jason's father, Magnen, appears carrying a bowl containing some form of processed food with a distinctive buttery aroma.

  "You don't need the lights on, do you, Jason?" he asks, his engineer's precision evident in the question. "Not after you explained how your sight works now."

  "I don't really need it," Jason confirms, his posture shifting slightly—shoulders tensing, weight redistributing in a pattern I've come to recognize as discomfort with partial truths. "I only have difficulty with two-dimensional things—screens, books, that sort of stuff. But regular objects in space? I can see those fine in the dark."

  "So why turn on the lights?" Magnen persists, head tilting in a manner remarkably similar to Jason's own questioning posture.

  Bearee appears behind her mate, descending with quieter steps. "I think he did it for Grace," she says, her counselor's perception cutting through pretense with unsettling accuracy. "She seems... concerned about being in the basement."

  I meet her gaze directly, noting the analytical assessment behind her seemingly casual observation. Her effectiveness at reading behavioral cues exceeds my initial estimates—a tactical miscalculation I must adjust for.

  "Closed spaces below ground level present tactical vulnerabilities," I acknowledge, seeing no advantage in denying what she has correctly observed. "Limited exit options. Reduced sight lines. Giant wolf spiders."

  Jason shifts beside me, the cushion dipping slightly with his movement. "Nothing's going to ambush us here, Grace," he says, his tone carrying that same gentleness from earlier. "This is one of the safest places you could be."

  "Statistical improbability does not equate to impossibility," I respond, though I allow my shoulders to lower by approximately 0.7 centimeters—a subliminal acknowledgment of his reassurance that he likely won't consciously register but will process nonetheless.

  Bearee and Magnen exchange a glance—the silent communication of long-bonded mates that conveys information without vocalization. I've observed similar exchanges between senior rangers who had survived multiple winters together.

  "Well, enjoy your Star Wars," Bearee says, placing the food container on the small table before us. "We'll leave you to it."

  "Don't stay up too late," Magnen adds before they both ascend the stairs, closing the door behind them.

  The sudden privacy creates a shift in the room's dynamics. Jason exhales slowly, tension visibly leaving his frame.

  "Thank you," I say, recognizing his consideration in illuminating the basement for my comfort despite it being unnecessary for his own functioning.

  "Of course," he replies, reaching for the food container. "It's just popcorn—a snack people eat while watching movies. Want to try some?"

  I accept a small portion, analyzing it before consumption—a habit the Druid made no effort to attempt to train out of me. The food appears to be heated corn kernels with butter and salt additives. I sample a piece, finding the texture and flavor combination unusual but not unpleasant.

  We watch the movie in relative silence for 27.3 minutes before Jason's scent shifts abruptly—the sharp tang of anger replacing his previous calm state. His heartbeat accelerates, breath patterns changing to the shorter inhailations associated with emotional distress.

  "You're angry," I observe, scanning for potential triggers. The movie shows nothing that would logically provoke this response. "Your physiological markers indicate significant emotional disturbance."

  Jason turns to face me fully, the movie forgotten. "When were you going to tell me?" he asks, his voice tight with controlled emotion.

  "Tell you what?" I respond, genuinely uncertain of his meaning.

  "That you'll die if I die," he states, the words emerging with precise enunciation that indicates deliberate control over stronger emotions. "You said it at dinner—'your death would result in my own, as the oath stipulates.' When exactly were you planning to mention that little detail, Grace?"

  I process his question, calculating the optimal response. "I apologize for the oversight. I assumed this aspect of the death oath was self-evident."

  "Self-evident?" Jason's voice rises slightly, hands clenching and unclenching in his lap. "None of this is self-evident to me, Grace! I don't come from a world where magical life-force energy and death oaths are common knowledge!"

  His reaction seems disproportionate to the information disclosed, though I recognize that different cultures assign varying values to similar concepts.

  "It's not just about you killing yourself if I die, is it?" he continues, leaning forward intently. "That would be a choice. This is a magical compulsion—a vigger binding that would force your death regardless of your wishes. Isn't that right? It's like the command thing, yes?"

  His assessment demonstrates surprising insight into concepts I haven't fully explained. I nod once, confirming his understanding. "Yes. The death oath creates a metaphysical linkage between our life forces. If you die, the energy backlash would immediately sever my vigger pathways, resulting in systemic collapse."

  "And you didn't think that was worth mentioning?" The hurt in his voice creates an unexpected pressure in my chest—a sensation I cannot categorize within standard tactical parameters as this sensation is unlike the warmth I feel at Jason's presence, Dawson's affection or Kitten's attention seaking.

  "I'm not commanding you to answer," he adds quickly, his anger visibly fighting with his concern about misusing the oath's power. "I'm just—I'm really pissed off and I want an answer. But I'm not ordering you to give me one."

  I consider my response carefully, aware that this interaction has significance beyond simple information exchange. "In my homeland, death oaths are fundamental to social structure. Everyone understands their implications without explicit explanation, just as you understand that breathing is necessary without being told."

  I pause, aware that the analogy may be insufficient. "Additionally, the oath's lethal consequence provides tactical incentive to ensure your survival. I believed this would reassure rather than distress you."

  Jason runs his hands through his hair, a gesture I've observed when he's processing complex emotional responses. "Grace, that's—that's fucked up. You being magically forced to die if I die isn't reassuring. It's horrifying."

  "The intent is to ensure absolute commitment to protection," I explain, attempting to clarify the cultural context. "The oath cannot be ignored or circumvented. It guarantees that the bound party will prioritize the recipient's survival above all other considerations because if the bound party dies, in this case, I will as well."

  "And that doesn't bother you? Being bound to me like that? Having your literal life tethered to mine without any choice in the matter?"

  The question is unexpected, triggering an internal assessment of parameters I've never considered relevant. Does it bother me? The concept of personal distress regarding unalterable conditions has no practical application in survival contexts.

  Yet as I examine the question, I discover an unexpected truth, perhaps driven by my time here, my exposure to Jason's warmth, the home he opened to me, the affection of creatures and people who should by all writes fear me but somehow don't despite knowing who and what I am.

  "No," I answer honestly. "It does not bother me. The oath formalized what I would have done regardless—ensure your survival in exchange for saving mine. The lethal consequence merely removes any possibility of betrayal or abandonment."

  Jason stares at me, his expression shifting through multiple emotional configurations I cannot fully interpret. "That's... I don't know if that's the saddest or most beautiful thing I've ever heard," he finally says, voice softening.

  "It is neither sad nor beautiful," I reply, though something in his response creates another instance of the warmth in my chest that always seems to trigger when affected by the affection of others. "It is simply how things are done, nothing more."

  He shakes his head slowly, a small smile forming despite his earlier anger. "I'm still mad you didn't tell me. No more secrets about life-or-death magic stuff, okay? I deserve to know these things, at least when they involve me."

  "Agreed," I concede. "I will attempt to identify and disclose aspects of my world that may not be self-evident in yours in future."

  We fall silent, the movie continuing its narrative on the screen before us, though neither of us appears to be focusing on it. The distance between us has decreased to 19.4 centimeters—closer than before our conversation began. I find I do not mind this reduction in personal space.

  "For what it's worth," Jason says after several minutes of silence, "I'm glad you're here, Grace. Death oath and all."

  "I am also... glad... to be here," I respond, testing the unfamiliar emotional acknowledgment. The words feel strange on my tongue, yet somehow correct. "After all, if I was not, I would not currently be alive, as you would not have found me, and I would have frozen on you're porch."

  We return our attention to the movie, but I remain acutely aware of Jason's presence beside me—the rhythm of his breathing, the subtle shifts in his posture, the warmth radiating from his body. The basement's tactical vulnerabilities still register in my awareness, but they seem less immediately threatening now, balanced by the unexpected security I find in his company.

  The death oath binds us together in ways neither of us fully anticipated, yet I find the connection brings more comfort than constraint. An unexpected development—but then, everything about this world has defied my expectations.

  I settle deeper into the couch, adjusting to find a position that maintains both optimal comfort and tactical readiness. The basement's enclosed space still triggers my instinctive wariness, but Jason's presence helps mute this response. The soft illumination from the overhead lights—which he activated despite not needing them—creates a sphere of visibility that improves my threat assessment capabilities.

  The moving images on the screen capture my attention despite their two-dimensional nature. Jason explained that this "movie" represents a fictional universe with its own consistent rules and technologies. The narrative progression follows logical patterns I can recognize—the hero's companions attempting to ensure his survival in hostile winter conditions not unlike those familiar to me.

  "He's going to freeze to death before we can set up the shelter," says the character identified as "Han Solo" as he examines his unconscious friend, although as no-one is currently present aside from his rideing creature, I am uncertain why he is speaking out-loud when it only wastes valuable calleries.

  "Wait, what's happening?" Jason asks, leaning forward slightly. "I can't see what's on the screen, remember?"

  "The one called Solo is examining the unconscious Skywalker," I explain, recalling Jason's inability to perceive flat images. "He appears to be suffering from severe hypothermia with probable neural damage from extended exposure."

  Jason nods, settling back. "Right, this is the tauntaun scene."

  On screen, Solo withdraws a weapon and approaches the large furry creature that had been serving as their mount untill the creature died of exposure or exhaustion. With a swift motion, he slices open its abdomen, releasing steam and viscera into the frozen air.

  "And I thought they smelled bad on the outside," Solo quips as he drags his unconscious companion toward the steaming cavity.

  "A tactically sound decision," I observe, watching as Skywalker is positioned inside the beast's abdominal cavity. "I have employed similar survival methods during extreme weather conditions."

  Jason's body goes completely still beside me, the popcorn halfway to his mouth freezing in mid-air. His scent shifts abruptly—not to fear or disgust as might be expected, but to something sharper, more focused. The subtle notes of caramel that typically accompany his curiosity intensify dramatically.

  He reaches for what he called a "remote control" and presses a button, halting the movie mid-scene. With deliberate precision, he sets down the popcorn bowl and turns his entire body to face me directly.

  His posture has transformed in a way I've only ever witnessed when he asked, while hunting me around his liveing room, if anyone had attempted to extract sexual gratification from me via the deathoath—spine straightening, shoulders squaring, head tilted at precisely the angle a predator uses when fixating on prey. His breathing slows, becoming deeper and more controlled. Most striking is the change in his eyes—pupils dilating until the blue is merely a thin ring around expanded blackness. However, unlike that time, his scent does not shift to anger or concern. Interesting.

  "Tell me everything," he says, his voice dropping half an octave, acquiring a resonance I've only heard once from him before, though once again, unlike that previous time, Jason is not angry. If anything, he appears to be, excited?

  The command vibrates through the air between us, carrying a weight that triggers an automatic response in my system. Then he blinks rapidly, his face showing momentary alarm.

  "Wait, that wasn't—I didn't mean to—" He shakes his head, tension visible in his jaw. "I'm not ordering you because of the oath. I'm asking. Please."

  His posture doesn't change, however—still that predatory focus, still that intense, unwavering gaze. But there's something different from when he reacted to my mention of the woman who tried to exploit the death oath. Instead of righteous anger, his scent carries pure, undiluted fascination.

  "The winter of my sixteenth year," I begin, recognizing his genuine interest rather than compulsion. "I was tracking a herd of frost elk across the northern territories. A blizzard descended without warning—unusual even for that region. Visibility reduced to zero within a handful of minutes. Temperature dropped to approximately negative forty-seven degrees Celsius."

  As I speak, the memories surface with perfect clarity. The howling wind. The ice crystals that formed on my eyelashes with each exhalation. The peculiar silence that exists within the heart of a true winter storm.

  "I lost orientation in the whiteout conditions. Standard survival protocols became insufficient as the temperature continued to drop. My vigger reserves were depleted from three days of tracking with minimal rest."

  I notice Jason's complete stillness as he listens—not even the small shifts and adjustments most humans make unconsciously. His attention is absolute, unbroken.

  "I encountered the remains of a fresh kill—a northern gore bear had taken down a snow mammoth approximately four hours earlier, based on blood crystallization patterns and tissue rigidity. The bear was not present, likely having retreated to its den after feeding."

  The memory unfolds around me—the massive carcass half-buried in driving snow, steam still rising from the exposed flesh despite the punishing cold.

  "The mammoth's abdomen had been partially consumed, creating a cavity large enough to accommodate my body. I calculated survival probabilities and determined that without shelter, I would lose consciousness within twenty minutes and die within forty-seven, even with remaining vigger reserves directed to core temperature maintenance."

  Jason's breath catches slightly, the only indication that he's affected by my account.

  "I removed my outer garments to prevent them from becoming soaked with blood and viscera, then entered the abdominal cavity headfirst." I pause, recalling the sensation with perfect clarity. "The immediate temperature contrast was... significant. External environment approximately negative forty-seven Celsius. Internal cavity approximately thirty-eight Celsius, though cooling rapidly due to exposure."

  I describe the technical aspects precisely—how I positioned myself to maximize heat retention, how I used the partially digested content of the mammoth's stomach to create additional insulation, how I controlled my breathing to minimize heat loss through respiration.

  "The significant challenge was not the physical discomfort or the smell, which was considerable," I continue. "It was ensuring the cavity remained open as the flesh froze and contracted. I used my bone knife to brace the abdominal wall, creating a breathing channel while preventing the opening from sealing completely."

  Jason's focus hasn't wavered for an instant. His pupils remain fully dilated, his breathing slow and measured.

  "I remained within the carcass for approximately seven hours and twenty-three minutes. During this time, I entered a meditative state to conserve energy and manage awareness. The mammoth's internal temperature gradually dropped, but remained approximately twenty-seven degrees warmer than the external environment due to the insulating properties of the creature's pelt and fat layers."

  I explain how I monitored the blizzard's progress by listening to the changing sounds of the wind, how I calculated the optimal moment to emerge based on estimated energy reserves and external temperature trends.

  "When I finally exited, the blizzard had passed. The temperature had risen to approximately negative thirty-one Celsius—survivable with my replenished vigger reserves. The cavity had frozen partially open, requiring considerable force to expand sufficiently for extraction."

  I describe retrieving my outer garments, which had accumulated a protective layer of snow that insulated them from the worst of the cold, and how I returned to the settlement with a detailed map of the frost elk herd's migration pattern—the original objective of my tracking mission.

  "The Druid was pleased with my adaptive solution," I conclude. "It was incorporated into the ranger training protocols the following season."

  Throughout my account, I've maintained factual precision without embellishment. Yet as I finish, I notice a strange expression on Jason's face—something between awe and something else I cannot immediately classify.

  "Seven hours," he says finally, his voice still carrying that unusual resonance. "Inside a dead mammoth. To complete your mission."

  "Yes," I confirm. "The tracking data was essential for the clan's winter hunting strategy."

  Jason runs a hand through his hair, disturbing its careful arrangement. "That's the most incredible survival story I've ever heard," he says, his posture finally relaxing slightly. "And you just... mentioned it casually while watching Star Wars."

  "The tactical solution employed by Solo was similar in principle," I explain. "Though his emotional response to the sensory discomfort seemed excessive. The olfactory impact, while significant, is secondary to survival considerations."

  Jason laughs, the sound startling in the basement's quiet. "Grace, you are absolutely incredible." His scent shifts again, returning to its normal configuration but with lingering notes of admiration.

  "It was merely effective problem-solving," I respond, uncertain how to process his reaction. "The alternative was death. Death was not an option."

  Jason picks up the remote again but doesn't immediately restart the movie. Instead, he turns to me with genuine curiosity. "Do you have other stories like that? Other survival situations?"

  I consider his question, mentally cataloging the various extreme scenarios I've navigated. "Several," I confirm. "Would you like to hear about the time I survived for three days in quickmire with only my knife and a breathing reed? Or perhaps the extraction of thermal parasites from my leg using controlled application of frost wyrm venom?"

  Jason's eyes widen further, if that's possible. "Yes," he says emphatically. "To both. To all of them." He places the remote control deliberately on the coffee table. "The movie can wait."

  As I begin recounting another survival experience, I note a subtle shift in our dynamic. Jason's interest in these aspects of my past seems to increase his perception of my value beyond simple combat capabilities or vigger instruction. This assessment creates another instance of the growing familiar warmth in my chest—a sensation that continues to defy proper tactical classification though I at some point have simply ascribed it to Jason's presence or the affection I have been shown by those who, by all writes, should fear me.

  Perhaps, I reflect as I describe the specific properties of quickmire that make it particularly dangerous, this is what the Druid meant when he spoke of "connection through shared understanding." The concept still feels foreign, yet increasingly less so with each passing day in this strange world where Jason Stone listens to my survival experiences with undisguised fascination rather than clinical assessment or fear.

  It is, I decide, not an unpleasant development.

  ---Jason---

  The small one," Grace says suddenly, breaking my reverie as we had turned on the movie at some point again. "He operates like a scavenger but speaks like aristocracy. Is this common on your world?"

  It takes me a moment to realize she means C-3PO. "He's a droid—a robot. He's programmed to be a protocol droid, so he talks all proper and is good with languages and stuff."

  She considers this, her head tilting at that precise angle that tells me she's processing new information. "Tactical advantage. Appearing weak while possessing valuable skills."

  I chuckle, the sound vibrating in my chest. "I never thought of it that way, but yeah, I guess so."

  As Luke looks out at the binary sunset, John Williams' score swelling through the speakers, I notice Grace's breathing has deepened and slowed. The usual rigid set of her shoulders has softened, the perpetual vigilance in her posture melting away degree by degree. She's relaxed—truly relaxed, maybe for the first time since that shadow appeared in the window. Something about sitting here, in this basement with the lights on bright, watching a story about hope and rebellion against impossible odds, has reached her in a way my awkward comfort couldn't.

  I'm not going to ask about the shadow tonight. Instead, I'll give her this—a few hours of escape into a galaxy far, far away. A chance to let her guard down, even just a little. There will be time for questions later.

  The movie continues, and I find myself getting caught up in the familiar story. It's somewhere during the second Death Star scene that I feel a subtle shift beside me. Grace is moving, slowly and deliberately, like she's attempting something both foreign and potentially dangerous. Her weight shifts on the cushion next to me, the fabric rustling softly. I keep my gaze fixed on the screen, giving her space to navigate whatever internal debate she's having.

  Then, with the same precision she applies to everything, she lowers her head to rest against my chest.

  I freeze, my heart suddenly hammering against my ribs so forcefully I'm certain she can feel it. The warmth of her cheek bleeds through my shirt, igniting nerve endings I didn't know existed. Her hair tickles my chin, carrying the clean scent of the shampoo she used earlier. I'm afraid that the slightest movement might cause her to retreat. Her entire body remains tense, as if poised to spring away at any moment. The muscles in her neck and shoulders are coiled tight, straining against the vulnerability of the position. It reminds me of watching a wild animal cautiously approach an offered hand—a mixture of need and wariness, instinct warring with something deeper.

  Gradually, heartbeat by heartbeat, I feel her muscles begin to relax. The tension in her frame releases in small increments—shoulders lowering, spine softening, breath deepening. Her weight settles more fully against me, the pressure both substantial and somehow precious. I release the breath I didn't realize I was holding, the air flowing out in a silent stream that stirs a few strands of her hair. This is monumental. Grace, who flinches at casual contact, who maintains a careful distance from everyone most of the time, who politely explains what will happen if she is touched a second time, is willingly resting against me. Yeah, she let me sleep on her shoulder that one time, but that's different. Grace is enitiateing contact this time, not just allowing it.

  Minutes pass, and her breathing deepens further, each exhale warming a small patch of my shirt. I realize with a start that she's falling asleep—another unprecedented vulnerability. Carefully, moving with deliberate slowness, I lift my hand and tentatively place it on her hair. The short black strands are softer than I expected, still slightly damp from her earlier shower. When she doesn't tense or pull away, I begin to stroke gently, my fingers running through the silky texture. After all. She likes giveing heatpets, so. I hope she will enjoy recieveing headpets?

  Her hair slides between my fingers like cool silk, the shorter strands at the nape of her neck springier than the longer ones on top. I trace small circles against her scalp, feeling the solid curve of her skull beneath. Something about the contact—my fingers in her hair, her weight against my chest—feels intimate in a way that's unlike any touch I've experienced before. Each stroke follows the same careful path, temple to crown to nape, a rhythm that seems to further relax her with each repetition.

  A half-forgotten melody rises to my mind—a lullaby Mom used to sing when I was small. Before I'm fully aware of it, I'm softly humming the tune, the vibration rumbling gently in my chest where her head rests. It's an old song about sleep and protection, dreams and safety. The gentle rise and fall of Grace's chest tells me she's fully asleep now, perhaps for the first time since arriving in this world.

  I continue humming, the notes flowing instinctively while my fingers maintain their gentle path through her hair. Sleep has softened her features, transforming her face in ways I've never seen before. The vigilant hardness that usually defines her expression has vanished, replaced by a peaceful vulnerability that makes her look younger, almost innocent. The tiny vertical line that often appears between her eyebrows has smoothed away, her lips slightly parted with each deep breath. Something protective flares in my chest then, hot and fierce. I would do much to keep her safe, to shield her from whatever shadow haunts her mind. To insure what ever Durge did never troubles her further. No idea how the fuck I'm going to do that, but still. Also have no idea what the front man for the house of blades, or house redblade, because there was a patch update yesterday, I saw when reading more about hunter training, has to do with Grace. But. Grace is mine. Even if she'll probably actually stab me if I ever actually say that out loud.

  The thought should probably alarm me—I've known her such a short time, after all. Yet it feels right, as natural as breathing. Whatever is happening between us defies the normal rules and timelines of relationships. Nothing about Grace has ever been ordinary, after all. From her arrival on my doorstep nearly frozen, to her incredible vigger abilities, to her fixing something that all our science couldn't—my sight, the nothing that had defined my entire life.

  My fingers trace the delicate shell of her ear, then return to the soothing path through her hair. The texture fascinates me—soft yet substantial, each strand catching slightly against the calluses on my fingertips. The humming continues, a melody my body remembers even if my conscious mind has forgotten parts of it. My other arm shifts slightly, wrapping more securely around her shoulders, cradling her against me as she sleeps.

  So caught up in watching her sleep, in the gentle rhythm of my humming and the hypnotic sensation of her hair between my fingers am I, that I don't notice the quiet footfalls on the stairs till they reach the ground.

  ---Magnen---

  I descend the basement stairs slowly, mindful of the creaky third step that always announces my presence. I just want to check that they're alright—especially after Grace's strange episode at dinner, the flicker of the TV screen casting moving shadows across the wall of the stairwell as I go.

  What I see when I reach the bottom step stops me in my tracks.

  Jason is sitting on the old basement couch, but he's not alone. Grace is curled against him, her head on his chest, fast asleep. More surprising still is Jason's expression as he looks down at her. His hand moves gently through her hair, and he's humming that old lullaby I used to sing to him when nightmares woke him as a child that I taught Bearee later on.

  I know that look. It's the same one I saw in my own eyes the first time I held Jason as a newborn. The same look Bearee caught me wearing when I watched her sleep during those early, exhausted days of parenthood. It's the look of someone who has found something precious, something to protect at all costs.

  My son's eyes lift, catching mine in the dim light. He doesn't stop humming, doesn't startle or look embarrassed. Instead, there's a calm certainty in his gaze that I've never seen before. He looks... complete. As if something that was missing has finally slotted into place.

  I nod once in silent understanding and turn to go, leaving them to their private moment. As I climb the stairs, I think about how Bearee will react when I tell her what I've seen. She'll worry, of course—it's her nature to worry about Jason. But perhaps this will help her understand what I've begun to suspect: that Grace, for all her strangeness and alarming qualities, isn't a threat to our son.

  She's becoming his reason.

  ---Justice---

  I stand in the darkened basement, leaning against the wall as I observe the two sleeping forms on the couch. Jason has drifted off shortly after Grace did, his hand still tangled in her short black hair, his head tilted back against the cushions. He had the presence of mind to turn off the TV before succumbing to sleep, leaving them in the dim glow of the basement's single table lamp.

  "What do you think?" I ask quietly, running my thumb along the familiar worn handle of my rightmost hatchet. "You think you can help her out, Clare? Some things a man just can't do, and Bearee..." I trail off, shaking my head. "She's not ready for some of the bullshit Grace is going to need to deal with, even if Healer's version probably could handle it."

  The hatchet warms in my hand, the metal shifting subtly as Clare's consciousness stirs within it.

  "I'll do what I can," her voice whispers from the blade, audible only to me. "But why do you insist on taunting Healer about Eddara? You saw how he nearly took your head off last time."

  I grin, the expression sharp enough to cut glass. "Tactical vulnerability. If he doesn't learn to deal with it from me, someone who actually wants him dead will use it against him." I pause, then add with a wicked smirk, "Also, it's fucking hilarious watching someone with my face get homicidal over even mentioning the woman he loves. Jason paradox and all that."

  "It's mostly the first reason though, right?" Clare's voice carries a knowing tone, the metal warming further against my palm.

  "Obviously," I reply, my eyes never leaving the sleeping pair on the couch. "I'm an asshole who eats guilty souls, not a monster."

  Clare's consciousness shifts again, the hatchet's weight subtly changing as she focuses her attention on Grace. "She's not like me," she observes after a moment. "Not a living weapon, not really. But she sees herself as one, and that's going to take more than just me to fix. That Jason will do far more for her than I ever could, though I'm happy to assist."

  I nod, a small smile playing at the corner of my mouth. "Grace being Grace would probably appreciate a sparring partner. Though considering our track record with sparring..."

  "Which inevitably leads to fucking," Clare interjects dryly.

  "Exactly," I chuckle. "Asking her Jason to spar, even if he could—which he definitely can't at this point—probably won't end well. Not with her aversion to touching and his obvious interest." I tilt my head, studying the peaceful expression on Grace's sleeping face. "He told her, you know. Straight up admitted he finds her attractive. And he'll teach her about, well, a bunch of stuff she probably doesn't actually need to know to avoid dying. But Jasons being Jasons..."

  Clare's consciousness ripples through the metal, her equivalent of thoughtful consideration. "I'm curious why he didn't put on Lord of the Rings instead. Wouldn't that be more relevant to what's coming?"

  "Probably thought it might hit too close to home," I reply, my expression sobering. "Besides, I'm more concerned about how she'll react when she encounters the actual Durge, not just a shadow that wasn't even him. She nearly shut down completely at dinner."

  "And Jason?" Clare asks. "How do you think he'll react?"

  I run my free hand through my hair, the gesture mirroring the sleeping Jason's earlier movements. "Jasons are well-known for their straightforward solutions when someone they care about gets harmed. And while our boy here doesn't love Grace yet, he's definitely heading in that direction."

  "Speaking of straightforward solutions," Clare says, her voice taking on that professional assessment tone I know so well, "there are exactly seventeen vases of dried flowers in this house—three in the living room, two in the kitchen, four in the master bedroom, one in each bathroom, two in Jason's room, and four in the guest bedroom. There are fourteen lighters, twenty-seven candles, one box of wooden matches in the kitchen drawer, and three gas burners on the stove."

  "Not counting the ferro rods?" I ask with a smirk.

  "Ferro rods don't count," Clare confirms. "Too specialized. I'm listing only conventional flame-creating devices readily accessible to civilians."

  I push away from the wall, moving closer to study Grace's sleeping form. Her face is peaceful, all the hard edges and vigilant tension gone. In sleep, the resemblance to Clare's true form is more apparent—something in the curve of her jaw, the arch of her brows.

  "She's going to need all of us," I murmur, more to myself than to Clare. "The whole Council, eventually. Even Durge, if she'll accept him, which she might now and he'll accept because he's fucking Durge and he's probably going to ask Traveler to be put within penance."

  "One step at a time," Clare whispers as I turn to leave. "They've just found each other. Let them have this moment before everything changes."

  I nod, taking one last look at the sleeping pair before heading up the stairs, silent as a ghost. Clare is right, as she usually is. November is coming, but tonight, at least, they've found a small piece of peace in each other's arms.

  That's worth protecting, no matter what universe you're from.